It was time to go back to LA.
I feel really bad on how I ended things with Shawn but he can't love me. Why would he? I was bullied most of my life for no reason. Well there is a reason. That's why I can't date Shawn.
I open my phone to see if I had any messages. 9 missed calls from Shawn. I feel bad I should probably answer before I go back to LA.
"Hello? Lily is that you?"
"Um ya. Listen I'm really sorry I just left like that last night but-"
"I don't care. I need you in my life Lily. If your sad, I'll make you happy. Please don't leave yet."
"Listen Shawn. It's way more complicated than that. I don't want you to get involved in my problems."
"I can help you."
"No you can't Shawn. Bye."
"Lily wait I-"
I hung up. Shawn can not get involved because if they find him, they'll find me.
