𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐘 𝐈𝐒𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐃. (bts x y/n.)

1st Part

Y/N'S PAST

My old girl name was Lilly. I didn't like that name, it wasn't a name i would get used to. I didn't like being a girl, i wanted to be... A boy. 

My mother would buy me girly things.. not pink things... just white short dresses purple shirts.. high heels. My dad would buy me skirts, and make me go to beauty pagents when i was younger.

I didn't like that.

It was a sunday, i was in my room listening to cavetown (A/N: love their songs ;>) and i heard the song ''This is home'' and that song was about a girl who became a boy.. a transgender boy. I always wanted to be a boy.

Am i transgender?

I went into the living room where my 2 sisters were watching TV, i called my mom, dad and my older brother into the living room.

''What did you want to tell us, Lils?'' Dad said worried.

''Yeah, honey.. whats wrong?''

''I wanna be a boy.''

After that, i haven't been so far from my family.. atleast my cousins, aunt & uncle support me.

A YEAR LATER

I was hanging around in my apartment with my roomate Irene, we were watching Stranger Things Season 2. Suddenly, the phone rang. ''Go pick up the phone.'' I got up and groaned loudly, i picked up the phone. (A/N: i thot you were gonna jump off the window.(sarcastic))

''Hello, is this Lilly Lee?''

''Uhm...Y-yeaa..''

''Well, Miss Lee.. this is bighit entertainment. Could you come this Friday at..5:30 pm? Also do you perhaps live in a different country?''

''Uh, I live in Seoul! I can come on f-friday!''

''Okay, see you there Miss Lee.''

I put the phone down, i sigh and giggle. ''Oi, What you gigglin' bout?'' I turned around and smiled brightly ''I think i got the job for bighit!'' Irene stod up and hugged me tightly and we squeeled like fangirls/fanboys. 

FRIDAY 5:23 PM

I was waiting in my car, dressed in a suit and had my hair styled sexy. ''Y/N you can do this, but.. what if he doesn't accept me.. shit... But... What if he does?!'' I was slowly panicking. I looked at the time and it was 5:25. ''Holy shittt, i need to go in!'' I took a breath in and out. I got out of the car, big hit was only 2 or 3 mins away. I ran to the building ''Finally.'' I sighed and went into the building, Every girl employee looked at me and blushed. I was panicking on the inside.

''Excuse me, who are you?'' A guy tapped my shoulder and asked me. 

''I'm L-l-li...L-Lilly Lee.''