~i must be lying~
Sometimes I wish I could just admit things
Even if its all just a lie
Sometimes I wish I could forget things
But memories never die
I let myself drown in insanity
I cant find my personality
A demon has taken over
its like I'm drunk but sober
The world around me twists and turns
My heart inside me bleeds and burns
The people I thought I knew have turned against me, I had no clue
I can't remember the days
Or the past
But it doesn't matter,
My days here won't last
You see I've got something on my mind something known as suicide
A solution for the one I cannot find
Just to put my life aside,
A solution for the problem I cannot solve when everything around me seems to dissolve
Should I be a friend and care in return ?
Or should my emotions simmer and burn ?
Why does this even matter really its just stupid and silly
I sit around as life continues
My life is pointless
There is no use I'm tired if trying
Yeah I'm smiling
But inside I'm dying
I must be lying .
~broken dreams~
Drowning in a darkness of deep despair believing the lies i hear and seeing truths not there see the rays of sunlight they shine among your scars reaching for that broken smile among the hidden stars hearing the tear drops falling from your eyes believe my hidden secrets and tell my stolen lies bring me to the surface give me air to breathe let me see the sorrow upon my broken dreams.
