The Beginning of Us?

Chapter 9

Kian's POV:

Where the hell am I? My blankets aren't supposed to be purple... Where the hell is JC? And who is this girl?

I think I may have drank to much last night. What happened? Well by the condoms in the trash I think I may have slept with this girl... I cheated on Andrea. Oh my god, I'm such a horrible person, she will never forgive me. I have to tell her the guilt would eat me up...

"JC," I whisper at him, trying not to wake the girl. He gives a small moan and rolls over facing towards me and whoever she was.

"JC, you've got to wake up now."

"Why?" He mumbles while rubbing his eyes with his fist. I decide to just wait for him to see why.

"What the..." He stops when he sees the naked girl, a naked me, and the lack of his clothing.

"Did we?" JC asks me and points towards the girl. I just nod my head yes.

"But Andrea?"

"I'll think of a way to tell her, but shhhh don't want to wake her." I slowly get out of the bed and search the room for my clothes. I sigh a sigh of relief when I find them and slip them on. JC taps me on the shoulder, fully clothed and nods towards the door. We slip out of the apartment and start the walk of shame home.

Ricky's POV:

I'm furious.

Why us?

What's wrong with being gay? A lot of successful youtubers I'm friends with are gay and they seem perfectly fine. But nope our relationship is going to be ruined because of one stupid photo.

"We have to tell them before whoever that is." Connor says with a defeated tone. We had lied to Sam and Trevor, then came up to his room. I laid on the bed and he sat in his chair.

"What do you mean?"

"Like a coming out video..." Never thought I'd be thinking about filming that kind of video.

"Okay... How?"

"We can watch Troye's and Tyler's? That might help?"

"Okay," I say grabbing his laptop and patting the spot beside me on the bed. He quickly lays down besides me and lays his head on my shoulder.

"We have to film it when we are home alone... Just to be on the safe side." He says without taking his eyes off of the computer.

"Yeah, and we need to figure out when we are going to tell our closest friends and family. Because they deserve to hear it from us rather then a video."

"I completely understand... Ricky," he says pulling himself up to look me in the eyes, "I think I'm in love with you. Is that okay? If not I can pretend to hide it." I smile and laugh at him before answering.

"It's perfectly okay, because I think I'm in love with you..." He quickly connects our lips and the kiss is slow and passionate and full of love. I wish I could be frozen in this moment forever, because it was breathtakingly perfect.