Misunderstood (Harry Styles)

Chapter 16

Masie

I woke to heavy warm breath against my neck. I instantly smiled as I felt curles tickle my cheek. His arm tight around my waist almost scared to let me go...protective. I slipped out of his arms making him groan.

"Come back buttercup," Harry's sexy morning voice groaned.

"I have to pee Harry," I replied running across the room to the loo.

After I had finished I put some clothes on. Harry was in the studio in a hour so I had to wake the beast.

I walked over the bed and staddled Harry's waist and leaned to his ear. "Harry you need to get up you have to be at the studio in an hour," I mumbled while tracing kisses down his jaw, then down his neck and stopping as the base if his neck sucking gently and nipping the skin with my teeth. Harry hands landed on my waist as he let out an extremely sexy moan which I swear gave me a mini orgasum.

"I am being filmed today try and not make to much of a mark on me," his voice rung in my ears finally opening his eyes to look at me as I pulled back.

I smiled down at him. "Get up then and I won't have to mark you," I mumbled getting off his lap.

Harry suddenly got up and towered over me catching me by surprise. He tucked a piece of hair behind me ear sweetly.

"If anyone's going to be doing any markings it's going to be me," Harry said biting his lip.

"What's that supposed to mean Styles?" I teased raising my eye brows.

"Be mine Masie Lou Edwards?" Harry proposed staring into my eyes and into my soul.

I felt my heart beat race and flutter at his words. He looked at me with pleading eyes. Was I ready for a relationship again? What if it happens again? I don't think I can cope with my heart being trod on again! I realised I had taken so long to answer and Harry's eyes slowly lost there brightness. I was so afraid of getting hurt again..

"Harry...I..um," I stumbled lost for words.

You hit a point many times in your life where you will reach situations where you will either fight or flight.  And this time I chose to take flight. Before I could even think I had grabbed my phone and purse and headed out the door leaving a very disappointed Harry Styles.

Guilt took over me.

Harry

"Be mine Masie Lou Edwards?" I asked her staring into her eyes pleading she would say yes.

Yes she may come with baggage but hell she was different from anyone I had met before and I liked that. I watched her face go pale and fear immediately took over. I literally could of kicked myself and then doubt crossed my mind. What had I done? Maybe she didn't feel the same way as me. But the fear in her eyes told me different, she was afraid of something and I had to find out what it was. I needed to understand. Somethings happened that she hasn't told me..yet.

Masie

I had no idea where I was going exactly but I just needed air I needed time to breath. My thoughts then immediatly when to Perrie she was here in LA to I needed to speak to her.

I pulled my phone out and called her.

"Hey Mase what's up?" Her voice sang through the phone.

"Your in LA right can we meet? I need to talk," I said quickly.

"Sure my place in half an hour?" Perrie asked not even questioning what was the matter. My sister knew me to well that if I needed to talk it had to be face to face usually

"Sure see you soon," I replied ending the call.

I then flagged down a taxi and jumped in tell the driver my sister's address. My phone buzzed it was a text from Harry. Guilt ate away at me, he had been nothing but nice to me and there's me throwing it back in my face.

Harry: I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that. I shouldn't have put you on the spot like that.

Me: It's not you Harry at all trust me it's me. Have a good time at the studio be careful.

Harry: I wish you hadn't left like that..I miss you

My heart was ready to literally burst out of my chest. I felt the tears threaten to spill but I blinked them back..now was not the time. Truth was I wanted to say yes to him but I couldn't get the words to come out..I was..weak and too afraid.

Me: I'm so sorry

And that was it no more texts for now. I knew he would want some form of explanation when I got back and I knew he deserved one. 

The taxi pulled up at Perrie house. I handed the taxi man the money and headed to Perries door. I knocked and the door swung open revealing My beautiful sister.

"Hey baby girl, how are you?" She asked giving me a squeeze.

"I'm good I've been better but I'm alright," I replied closing her front door behind me. "You?" I added politely.

"So what's up," Perries asked making s cuppa tea.

I couldn't help but look around her massive kitchen it really was gorgeous. I can't wait to get my own house some day.

"It's about Harry," I started feeling my cheeks go red.

"Dad phoned me and asked me if I knew about you two and I said I didn't, why haven't you come and talked to me before Masie? We usually tell each other everything," Perrie asked looking a little hurt.

"I didn't really know what was going at the time we were just having a bit of fun and that's all it was until now. And I didn't think he wanted anything other than that I didn't think I did either," I explained sipping of my cuppa.

We moved to the living room and sat on the sofa and started to tell her the whole story of Harry and I but obviously leaving out some fine detail of our escapades ;)

"So he asked you to be his, and you said no? Way to stomp on a guys heart Masie. But I can understand why. What Jake has left a scar on your heart and your scared of getting hurt again," my sister said she knew me to well. "You just need to sit down and tell him how you feel. The guy doesn't know your past babe, right now he's probably thinking he messed up and you don't feel the same way he does," my smart sister pointed out making me so much more guilty.

"Oh god what have I done, I'm such an idiot. Harry is an amazing guy, what if I've ruined it?" I worried bit my lip.

"I suggest you get your moping little ass up. Forget about asshole Jake, Harry is not Jake and never will be. Go and see Harry and talk to him," Perrie suggest taking my hands in here.

"I'm so nervous I don't even know where to start," I replied shaking my head.

"You will be fine trust me Harry's a rest good guy, he's not at all who he's made out to be," Perrie said.

With that I said goodbye to my sister and headed back go the hotel. I knew Harry wouldn't be there but it gave me time to think about what I was going to say.

I decided to write Harry a letter explaining everything. I always found stuff like this writing it down I always explained myself better. When my mum and I would fall out I would always leave her a note before I went to bed telling her how sorry I was and  then she would come up and give me a kiss goodnight.

Dear Harry.....