Pains of the Past

Bonus Chapter!

This is bonus chapter which features kagome's grief and her wedding....Sadly for the story as much as a reviewer wanted it I can't cancel the wedding sorry.....

On to the chapter!!

Kagome woke up to find Guren gone, smiling slightly, she rose up from bed with only a sheet on to answer the door, opening it to find Kureto standing there she glared and slammed the door shut in his face "Kagome, come on open up"

"No, you can stay out there and freeze for all I fucking care"

"This is an order Kagome open up or I'll force my way in" she panicked and rushed to the bathroom locking that door just as he barged in, she switched the shower on but didn't drop the sheet and get in.

"I can wait kagome...you can't stay there forever..." she grinned.

'You're right Kureto...I can't stay here forever...' Activating her acid claws she melted the wall to her bathroom and escaped running in the opposite direction to the compound.

She eventually stopped looking around kagome fell to her knees, feeling truly lost for the very first time "Why....Why has Kami-sama cursed me with such a miserable fate...."

A white gloved hand came into her vision of tears as she looked up spotting Mika "Kagome-sama....Here" she sniffled jumping into her embrace pouring her out her sadness, soaking his shoulder with her tears "Kagome-sama?"

"I can't protect him anymore.....I can't protect him anymore.....I can't....I can't...." Falling to her knees again she took Mika with her his cap billowing out behind him.

"Who? Is everything alright? Kagome-sama?" She met Mika's worrying blue eyes and cupped his face.

"I'm so sorry....I'm not Yu's mother anymore....They stripped that right from me....You can ignore me now Mika....I'm not worth the attention....I've run away from a man I don't love and from a man I do love....I have nothing...." Mika's eyes hardened as he stood taking her with him "Hey! Wh...Where are you taking me..." ignoring her questions she sped towards an old burnt down building.

"Kagome-sama? Do you recognise this building?" Her eyes widened in horror as she tried backing away from it Mika's iron grip stopped he.

"I do...I burnt that despicable place down once I realised who....Who was in there...." Curiosity shined in his eyes

"Who was in there kagome-sama?" the answer came when her hands wrapped themselves around her stomach.

"I used to be normal you know...A normal soldier married to the most....Loving and gentlest man I had ever met....His eyes were such a beautiful amber burning with love....The silkiest of black hair....We were happily married and had tried many times for children....When I finally told him the good news we were overjoyed....."

"But?" she glanced at him her golden eyes darkening with sorrow

"We went on a mission together thinking it was only some horsemen...How wrong we were....."

FLASHBACK

"I wonder what it'll be. A boy? Or a girl?" a masculine chuckle made her furrow her brows at him "Sesshomaru! Come on I'm serious!" he nibbled at her pouting lips.

"It doesn't matter my love they'll be beautiful regardless"

"Or handsome" They relentlessly teased each other until reaching their destination "Where are they? Sesshomaru? Sesshomaru?!" Looking around frantically she couldn't see her husband in sight.

"Ka...Gome....Run...." Her eyes widened as she shakily turned around missing a leg with a hole in his stomach his reach out too her only to have the arm removed by a noble with black hair and red eyes