It was Saturday and all she wanted to do was sleep.
"Honey, JJs funnel starts at 10." She rolled over and faced the door she swallowed hard.
"Okay, I'll get ready." She checked the time If was 8:30 she she kinda had to hurried.She put on a plain black kinda tight but not inappropriately tight dress and she tied a small piece of rainbow fabric on the strap of the dress.
She already had tears in her eyes.
"Take it easy alright." Her mom hugged her.
She walked into the large room as kim hugged her, then his parents. The tears was making it hard for her to breath.
"Now a word from his best friend." She stood up and walked to the stage where his body laid. She looked down at him he seemed so peaceful.
"I honestly...don't know where to start. His smile his soft smile could make the saddest person smile he could brighten up a room just by standing still outside of it.
I knew he self harmed and I feel like an asshole for not telling someone so maybe he could've got help. It's an understatement to say I loved JJ. He kept me grounded and steady, I'm never going to forget the time I was upset so he threw glitter at me and it got In my eyes and he felt so bad. Or how he was the first person other than Kim that I told that I was pregnant. This pain I feel will never go away until my time comes and I see him again...." she couldn't continue she just stood up there looking at the boy with his eyes closed. Until she decided to take her seat.
"Thank you Bliss."
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She opened the front door and the house was empty until a hungover Jack emerged from the bathroom.
"Don't talk to me." She growled as he threw his head back slightly.
"Sammy got invited to a college party and I had to go." He smirked as her bloodshot eyes looked at him.
"No Jack you didn't have to do anything." She turned around."Listen that was last time I get drunk...I promise." He said with a straight face. But Jacks words meant nothing to her.
"Bliss please..." he grabbed her arm as she shook it out of his grip.
"No I'm done trying with you, let's just go back to the old way you go out and get hammered and fuck some slut while I act like it doesn't hurt when you slam me against walls or when you give me bloody noses. Jack I don't care anymore I have plenty of support form my family form JJs family from Kim's family I don't need you and neither does Toby." She caught her breath as he swallowed hard.
"Wait are you kicking me out of my own sons life?" He said with a bit of tears swelling in his eyes."Yah Jack you blew all your chances." She said with hurt in her voice.
"No." He said Bluntly.
"I'm going to show you that I deserve to be in you and Toby's life." He flared his nostrils and walked out of the room.Bliss sat on the couch as her phone buzzed.
"Wanna check out apartments today?" She replied to Kim
"Sure." She put on leggings and a camo hoodie that used to be JJs."So how are things going between you and Jack?" She questioned while we pulled into the apartment complex.
"He came home drunk last night." She rolled her eyes.
They checked out multiple apartments until she finally settled on a two bedroom one bathroom open floor plan on for $750 a month.
"Are you gonna tell jack you got an apartment?" Kim questioned her as she got out put her house.
"Maybe."She opened the front door as she heard grunting coming from the spare room they where turning into a nursery.
"Jack?"
Her jaw dropped open the room was finished painted the crib was set up and everything was perfect.
"Y...you did all this?" She questioned.
"Yah." He Smiled putting the ultrasound picture in a frame.
"Um well that was awful sweet but I actually need to tell you something." She smiled as Jack looked at her worriedly.
"I actually bought my own apartment I'll be raising Toby there." She Smiled He wasn't made at the fact that he spent 5 hours doing this he was mad that she said she'd be raising him.
"You mean we'll be raising him there."
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The Assholes Baby ; JG ; COMPLETE
FanfictionCan the player, abuser, jackass, drug and alcohol addicted Jack Gilinsky change for Bliss and their baby. -COMPLETE- ©️Takinyoutohell 2018