I don't believe in miracles.

So Random

It all started the summer I graduated middle school. And never stopped till now, while everyone is taking their math test , I'm writing this now on the back of the question sheet. So useless. Always been, always will be. I'm thinking of a possible way to escape.The math quiz I mean. It's been a rough few years. Is it even possible for someone to have such a bad luck? If luck measurement existed I would have the highest negative value. If anyone might die from bad luck, I'd be gone long time ago.
What am I doing?! Holy shit, Seriously?
I'm writing words while everyone else is writing numbers. I find this hilarious I don't know if I should cry or laugh. I have absolutely nothing to do, that I decided to write down my thoughts. How pathetic. I'll just throw the answer sheet on my way out and pretend I never happened today. If they catch me, I will get a zero, But guess what , Who cares! I have it anyway. Seriously it's too funny when you don't have a care in the word and absolutely nothing can scare you. Is it because I'm too numb? Or because I really do fear nothing? Wow, I'm not even shaking all sweaty from nervousness. Because I'm not!
What humans' biggest fear? Death? I'd take my own life with my bare hands. That's why I don't give a crap about anything. But again, is it because I'm numb, or fearless?
You're wondering what's my story. What made me so damaged.
Who am I writing for, like if Anyone is going to read this anyway. It's just me and my thoughts, killing time, till the bell rings, so I can dispose my blank paper or whatever.
As I said earlier, both ways, I'm not getting a grade. Who knows, maybe one day I'll become a writer, LOL who am I kidding, with the English of mine, I ain't going nowhere more than this cursed, Useless math paper.
I don't believe in miracles.Welcome to my "book".

*A/N : Hello! I really did actually write this on my question sheet today in math exam time. I never planned on writing a book or anything, it was just me and my diary. Until i randomly decided to upload it on Wattpad.