Secretly attracted

Upset Dylan

After the Younow video the boys didn't believe what they just did. They kiss in front of the camera, but they would keep their relationship secret for their fans.

POV Dylan
I feel really weird after the live video. I think I wasn't ready for this revealing, because my parents don't even know about this relationship. They don't even know that I have feelings for guys too! And on top of that I didn't know either, till this week. And suddenly everybody knows it. Pff why did Jackson had to kiss me...

'Dyl, is there something wrong?' Jackson asks if he walks through their bedroom, getting fresh clothes after his shower.
'N-no I'm fine.' Dylan stammers.
'I can see you got something on your mind Dyl.' Jackson says.
'I-it's nothing J-Jack.' Dylan answers while holding his tears back.
'I can see you're upset, tell me what's wrong Dyl.'
'Okay fine! I just don't like it that you kissed me in front of all our viewers!' Dylan answers angrily.
'Oh...I didn't know that Dyl, I'm sorry.' Jackson answers shocked.
'Can you leave me alone now, just go outside or something, I need some time for myself.' Dylan says with tears in his eyes.
'Do you mean that I have to go away? Are you really asking me that?' Jackson says upset.
'Yes I do.' Dylan answers rudely.
Jackson already walks away to grab this jacket, but then he turns again to Dylan and says; 'I don't leave you here alone right know, I can see you're really upset and angry. He grabs a seat and pins the seat in front of Dylan, who is sitting on the bed. He grabs Dylans hands and looks him in the eyes, asking again why he's upset. Dylan now can't hold his tears back even though he squeezes his eyelids together. His tears are running down his cheeks and he covers them with his hands, because he don't like it when people see him cry.
'Oh Dyl, it's okay.' Jackson says, pulling Dylan in for a hug. 'Just tell me whats's wrong.' Dylan is so upset and sobbing loudly that he can't answer.
'Calm down Dyl, just tell me what's wrong.' Jackson says kindly.
'I-I just w-wasn't ready for kissing in f-front of our f-fans.' Dylan stammers. 'I-I know I'm overreacting r-right know but I c-can't help it Jack.'
'It's okay Dyl, why weren't you ready?' Jackson asks.
'I-I just figured out this week that I-I also like boys and it went too fast. We had sex already and within a week the whole internet knows about our relationship. I-I'm just not ready...I guess.' Dylan answers, while crying on Jacksons shoulder.
'I understand it babe, if you want me to slow it down I will, I promise you.'
'You're the best boyfriend I can wish, Jack.' Dylan answers and gives him a kiss. 'I love you so much, but I'm just not ready to show it the whole world. Do you understand?' Dylan asks.
'Yes of course, but when Mickey and Bryce saw us kissing you were fine, right?' Jackson asks confused.
'True, but I trust them.' ' I'm especially scared for the reaction of my classmates and wrestling team, because you know most wrestlers aren't gay and pfff....' Dylan says sighing.
'Calm down, they all love you no matter what.'
'Do you think?'
'I know for sure, everybody loves such a nice guy as you are.'
'Thank you Jack, your the best.' Dylan says. They hug each other for a few more minutes and after Dylan calmed down they watch a movie on Netflix.