35. "argue"

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by yayill08

by yayill08

I was on my bed looking at the ceiling with a wet eyes, i cant sleep and think about what happened what could go wrong in our relationship but then it came out like a bubble. Sometimes we cant even understand difficult situations and hardships in our lives but what can we do? I flip myself and look at the side, I was staring at me and tae's first photo that we have taken at the carnival.

Suddenly a year roll from my eyes I realized I am in the point of time that I should face all the problems that head to break us apart.

Taehyung's POV*

What just happened lately? Why is she emotional that time, for all this time I saw her again crying in my arms without any reasons why cant she tell me her problem? Im his man ready to hear everything but... Never mind I should just think positive maybe shes just sad in a small reason.

"Tae.. " Someone knocked on my door, this late at night? "Yes?" I answered back and stand from the bed and walk towards the door. "Mom... What do you want this late at night?" I asked then she smiled. "Can we talk? Just a minute? Mom has something to ask you about. "

"Anyway how was you and jennie.." She spoke and I smiled. "Great." She smiled lightly. "How i love that girl, shes always caring and fragile sometimes she can even defend everyone from harm." She chuckled and so do i. "Taehyung... Son." I looked at her then she smiled sweetly in a mother tone. "Please love her no matter what happens, even in problems and argues love her." I smiled then she stands from her seat.

"We should sleep now, you got school for tomorrow." I stand and walked up stairs. I plopped at my bed and a sudden tear fell from my eye, I wiped it away emidietly and grab my phone and brows my gallery and I found our photo the photo that we take from the carnival. How has our journey been like this? Why?

*at school*

"Ok class... Now is the last week of our class, and your going to the most top level in middle school." Our head adviser announced and they clap their hands while me staring at the window.

" Ms. Kim?" The teacher called my name again and I slowly turn my head towards her and everyone was looking at me. "Aren't you excited?" I bit my lip and stand. "Sorry, ma-am..." I bowed and sit back again but the teacher keep on staring at me with a sad eyes. "Seems like you feel so sad... Are you ok? You've been like that since the other day." I smiled forcely. "I'm ok.. There's nothing to worry about."

"Ok... Copy what's on the board." I don't know why I feel this way like this, I feel depressed or what? "Sis... You ok?" Bambam touched my forehead and touched his forehead. "It's not the same...your temperature is a bit high." I smiled and he raised his eyebrows. "I'm ok... Just don't worry." He lean back to his seat.

"Jennie... Hey! Jennie..." I didn't mind who was the one calling me from behind but I keep on walking through the halls towards the canteen. When I reached the canteen I saw in the corner of my eyes BTS were walking towards me but taehyung ang yoongi were first.
"Jennie!" I still didn't listen and accidentally walk through the clinic, I feel dizzy and I don't know! I can't control myself.

I accidentally grab a pills and someone grabbed my arm. "Jennie." It was taehyung with a mad expression in his face. "What the heck are you ignoring me for!?" Then the other boys arrived behind taehyung. "Whats this!?" I didn't read what it was and I don't know if it's a pill. "Rat poison!? Are you going to kill yourself!?" His eyes we're teary and I couldnt see it clearly.

"What are you doing this to me huh!? Your driving me crazy!?" I didn't realize that I was crying but then yoongi stopped him. "Tae... Don't scare her." He removed his hands from my shoulders and yoongi embraced me. "I'm freakin tired ok!?.." He punched the wall and Namjoon grab his shoulders. "Relax man!! Don't be like this! What's happening to you!? Your scaring her!!" He looked at me I noticed his hands we're bleeding because of the intense fist he throws at the wall.

"Tae..." I spoke in a shaky voice but then his facial expressions change into a emotional one. "You're tired? Of what?" Yoongi let go of me then taehyung bit his lips. " Jennie... Please.." He was about to hold my hands but then I walk away. "Tell me!!" I cried out but then he force to hug me. "I'm sorry... I'm sorry I was too much." My uniform was red because of his bleeding hands, I want to escape from his embrace but he held me tighter.

"If youre tired... So be it..." He held me even closer and closer i didn't realize that he was a crying mess. "Please... I can't live without you... Please..." Suddenly I collapsed in his arms.

"Jennie... Jennie... Jennie!!! Lay her down... Call a doctor!" He screamed and everyone was moving until my eyes closed but I can still hear some noises. "Her... Nose is bleeding..."

Taehyungs POV*

"Hyung.... You shouldn't acted like that in front of her." Jungkook said and Jin shook his head in disappointment then bambam and mark came then mark looked at me. "What have you done this time..." I looked down with a teary eyes then the doctor came. "Ms. Kim's parents." Bambam raised his hands so do I and he rolled his eyes. "Brother, cousin and.... Boyfriend." The doctor nodded and was about to speak. "She was tired and stressed out or else we say she's depressed on something, we can't struggle in front of her which can cause more stress and panic in her and more negative thoughts came in her mind." I bit my lip and looked at bambam.

"Thanks doc." We bowed and the doctor walked away. " Bam.. I'm sorry if-" I was about to continue but then bambam interrupted me. "The doctor said she's depressed, there's nothing to worry about. Any way... She doesn't eat that much these days and shes been to skinny, Tae.. I leave her in your care." He didn't look at me but then walked away mark grabbed my collar. " I don't know what happened to her... I love my cousin and don't you dare let this happened again."

He walked away and i was left out crying and the boys comforts Me behind. I was wrong, I hurt her again, why does this always happened? Why? I'm cruel... Our love is cruel."