Road Of Life

Part 1

Once upon a time there was this girl, hair blonde as sand and eyes so beautiful that you can get lost in it's like you're looking into the forest and with blue sea all around it she was..

okay lets cut it all out it's not like that, this is not a cinderella story.

My name is Paulina. I was always the quite kid in middle school, actually all the time until I went to high school.

I was bullied before and I had only one friend she was quite something and we are still friends but we had a lot of things going on this past year. We even got to the situation where we wanted to kill each other but its okay now. I don't know where should I start.

Probbably from the start right.

Well here it goes...

I was 7'th grade when shit started to happen. My ''friend'' her name is Maxine, she always was and still is thirsty for mans attention which is quite lame if you ask me. So one day  Maria and her decided it would be a great idea to send some nudes to a pedofile. Yeah I mean he did say that he will kill them and their family but come on they could've do it another way...
Anyway after some time that same guy reached out to me and started to ask for same things he asked my friends... Well for start I didn't do it, I blocked him and I thought that it was it... but I was wrong.. he started to do new profiles and he would say awfull things but I didn't do anything, I thought that it was just like some internet troll, but I was wrong. Months passed by and I almost forgot about it all, untill one day I got that weird but bad feeling in my stomac, I felt that something bad is about to happen, and then before sleep, one girl sent me a message, it was a naked picture, photoshoped, you couldn't see the face who was behind it but it was awfull... I begged her not to show that to anyone but she didn't listen, she told me that I'm a whore and that I should just kill myself.. funny right how a girl can messup other girls life insted of supporting her...
Next moring when I got to school everyone were looking at me and laughing, I didn't know what was it all about and when I heard my classmate saying "she is disgusting I won't sit with her anymore" I just felt sick, I ran into the bathroom, started to cry, really wishing I was dead... I told my teacher I don't feel good so I went home...
I did't eat or drink for a week, my mom took me to a doctor and she said that I could kill myself if I continue doing that, but I didm't care... all I wanted was to disappear.. After lots of thinking I told my mom.amd dad what happened and we went to police.. they said that they could not do anything about that so again I felt hopless... I was bullied for so long because of that.. and the funny thing is... these two girls that actually sent those pictures were fine, no one knows the truth but they did act as a victom.. I was depressed for more then a year, trying to find myself again. I was scared of man and I lost trust in everyone. It was really hard for me...
But guess what, next chapter of my life brings lot of adventures and love, also drama.. but hey it is high school right... I hope that you will follow me on this journey.. because it just begins...