Can what's lost always be found?

23. Notes

Chapter twenty-three: Notes

I opened it and read...

My beautiful Lilly... 

"Knock knock!" Damn it Liz!

"What do you want?" I moaned opening my door. 

"Harry left me a note, want to hear it?" She asked, her smile as big as ever, I couldn't stay angry at her.

"I have one from Zayn too, I was about to read it before you went and interupted!" I laughed, throwing my arms up in the air in annoyance before going back to the note.

"Okay I'll give you five then sharing!"

I stared at the note, slowly opening it again,

My beautiful Lilly,

I hope you like our new room, you'll have to show me on skype when you read this, you probably noticed there was a little box next to the note...

I looked at the box for a second, wondering whether I should open it now.

I've been thinking a lot, about how much I love you, and I actually can't put into words how much I love you and need you... In that little box is a (Spoiler alert) ring, but it's not an engagement ring, it's just the only symbol I could find to describe how much I love you...

Probably best if you open the box before you read on...

I opened the box and found a silver ring with an infinity symbol on it, infinite love.

Come on,

Hurry up,

You take forever woman!

I'm kidding I still love you babe <3 

It's an infinity symbol, so my love for you is infinite, and I hope you feel the same... 

I love you to infinity and beyond, forever and always, 

your Zaynie poo <3 xoxo

I let a tear escape, as I slid the ring on my ring finger on my right hand, which means friendship, and as I admired it Liz walked in with Danielle and Eleanor chatting about their notes from their boyfriends, and they all stopped in their tracks and looked at the ring.

"The rings on the rong hand sweetie," Danielle mumbled not sure what else to say.

"Haha, it's not an engagement ring silly, it's an infinity ring." I laughed, which loosened the other girls up a little bit. 

"Oh! I was going to say, isn't six months a little quick? I mean you guys are meant for eachother but... I'll just shut up now..." Danielle rambled and I just got up and hugged her.

"I want one of those!" Liz laughed admiring it.

"What do all yours say?" I asked.

Danielle went first with "Hey beautiful,

hope everyone's settling in okay, Guess what?

I love you so much, and I miss you like crazy, stay busy and I'll be back before you know it and you will be in my arms :)

I love you, heart, ex oh ex oh.." She giggled, wiping away her stray tear, I couldn't help but be happy for her and Liam, they were going to get married one day.

Nex was Liz "Hey gorgeous, 

I miss you so much, I can't wait until I get back and for it to be just ooz two together," We all laughed at her mimic of his accent.

"When I get back we can go and get coffee together and go on adventures like you said, it will be fun. 

I love you so much, see you in a month ex, oh, ex, oh." She trailled off smiling.

Eleanor went next with "Hey babe!

I hope you like the place, the cover was my idea, I fought for hours with the designer for that one!" I thought back to seeing their superman quilt cover and laughed a little.

"We only got to visit for a day, but all the other bedrooms look like adult bedrooms with no toys or anything! 

I love you! Mwah, mwah!

P.S. if you hear any weird noises theres a nerf gun under every bed...

P.P.S Niall felt left out, so he left himself a note, go check it out! He wouldn't let us!"

"Where's the?- " I started before I saw the girls walk out into the hallway and coming back with big... yellow... nerf guns. "Shit!" I squealed ducking for cover, ending up on the floor, only to see the nerf gun under my bed and grabbing it, only to get shot again. We kepts shooting eachother, ducking and diving around our room until all our bullets were gone, it was so much fun, I loved hanging out with these girls.

"We should go find Nialler's note!" Eleanor winked as we made our way to his room, and opened the door to see the note just lying on the bed.

"Dear my future wife - if you even exist..." Eleanor started her smile fading.

"I just wanted to let you know, that I'm not like all those other guys, I mean, I might swear, and I might like to drink, but I promise you that I will care and look after you, and make sure you're always happy, I'll give you whatever you want, I might not be very nice to look at, and I might eat all your food, but I promise I will love you with every inch of my being, I might even share the cake with you on my wedding night..." Eleanor was starting to get a little teary, and so was everyone else, we hadn't realised how lonely Niall was, we all thought he was generally happy with his food.

Eleanor handed Liz the note and she continued. "I hope you're out there, right now, waiting for me, but anyone who knows me knows I take too many pit stops for food to get anywhere anytime fast, but when I get there, you'll get flowers all the time in the mail, and when we're together, and I'll buy you chocolate and make you tea, and we can sleep under the stars, and I will give you the world, if you give me one thing in return... 

Your love." Liz handed the note to Danielle, and wiped her tears away with her thumb, sniffling a little.

"I know I'm not perfect, I'll never be perfect, but I haven't even met you yet but I know you'll be perfect for me, I'll love your eyes and your hair, and your wierd obsessions and your laugh, I'll feel like a better man when I'm with you, you'll make me a better person, I look at the other guys, and what they have, and it makes me feel even more lonely, like Louis and Eleanor, they're so cute together, and playful, they're perfect for eachother, and one day, I hope to stand  up at the alter with him telling him how beautiful she looks, which he will know anyway because she's stunning, and Zayn and Lilly..."

I braced myself for this one... "They're like two pieces to a puzzle, I have never seen Zayn smile so big as what he does when he's with her, or even when he talks about her or hears her name, and Lilly, you can tell she really actually loves him and adores him, not just because he's famous, you can tell by the way she looks at him, I want my girlfriend to look at me like that one day." Liz handed it to me to read the last part, I sniffled lightly before continuing.

"Next, Danielle and Liam, they're just too cute to be true, they're forever cooking, walking and playing together, he's always doing things for her, and she's always doing things for her, they will get married one day, and they'll stay together forever, and I want that, and Liz and Harry, you can tell they were just meant to be together, the way he's always talking about her drives me insane, because I have nothing to talk about besides food, maybe one day, I might say "I want my wife" not "I want food" 

I want to treat my future wife like a queen, buy her nice things, and watch movies with her in our pyjamas, have fort making contests, and sleep under the stars, but first I need to find a princess, and I see millions everywhere, but mines special, she's the missing piece to my puzzle..." We all just kind of stood there in silence, not knowing what to say, we'd never really thought about Niall this way before, I will have to call him later. 

We all just wandered to our rooms in silence, and I went off to skype Zayn, in hope of an answer, but there was none, so I just huffed slightly before passing out on my bed, letting my dreams take over.

Awh poor Nialler :(