Lost but Found

Her Horrible Birth

"Ahhhhh" screamed 20 year old Rachael Garcia as she laid there pushing her baby out.

"Push!" Screamed the nurse and Rachael let out a loud pitched scream as the nurses worked to get the baby out and after what seemed like forever they finally held little 6 pound Bonnie Cortez."Ohh God" Rachael yelped as she laid back against the bed and worked on catching her breath.

"Mam' would you like to carry your baby?" Asked the nurse

"No I need to rest" she said and covered her face with her palms sobbing quietly.

That was how life was for me my whole life just another burden on my single mothers back.Growing up wasn't any better I walked to the bus stop alone when I was just in first grade and envied all the little kids hugging their mothers hand or leg waiting for the bus.I was all alone in the world I realized that day I didn't have anyone at all and after that day I decided I wasn't going to cry or plead for attention I was going to be the attention and everyone was going to plead for Bonnie Cortez.

"Bonnie wake up!" Her mother yelled banging on her bedroom door.

"I'm up fuck!" I yelled back squinting around remembering today was the first day of high school.I jumped out of bed stepping on my nail polish I had just bought and sighed frustrated at myself but got ready for another horrible day.

The sun was still hidden somewhere only I wished I could go and birds chirped everywhere as the smell of fresh cut grass filled my nostrils."Say ma where you going?" Someone yelled from behind me.

I ignored and kept walking thinking it was just another hood boy trying to ask me out and I took my phone out thankful India Garcia called me aka my best friend.

"Where you at?" India asked confused "At the bus stop where you at?" I said.

"Coming up the cut see you there" India said before hanging up and I smirked and hung up.

"I was calling for you back there" Mike said catching up with me as I groaned at the thought of talking to him.

"Swear?" I said sarcastically and kept walking towards India as she looked flawless as always with some tight jeans,a crop top shirt and some baby doll shoes.

"Look I gotta go to work so see you later okay" Mike said before leaving and kissing me on the cheek.

"Ew lemme find out" India said and laughed as I rolled my eyes.

Me and India well we get a lot of attention were known for our complexion. Every female wanted to be our friend or our enemy because her boyfriend wanted us and every boy wanted to fuck us.

I never really knew what it had felt like to be loved by a man in my life to be honest and I hope I never do actually because all men do is hurt you.School was the same just like a movie on replay every damn day for me and I just went because I had to against my will it felt like.

"Bonnie do you plan on leaving any time soon?" asked the janitor mopping the floor in the girls bathroom.

"Shit" I whispered remembering I had skipped last period to smoke a blunt before riding the hell bus but I mist have just fell asleep because I never left.I got up and groaned as I picked up my badg and getting my phone out checking the lock screen and saw 5 missed calls and 5:23 glowing on the screen.

"Fuck!" I yelled and stormed out the bathroom because I knew for a fact I would get bit up because I had to ride the city bus home and the bus smelled like piss and cigarettes.I dialed India's number and it went straight to voice mail which meant she either sleep or her phone wasn't charged like always.I was walking to the city bus stop when I saw the bus approaching so I ran towards it before I missed it and caught it just in time.I was out of breath and I grabbed 3 dollars and handed it to the man and heading to the back seat.There wasn't a soul in sight on the bus but I didn't mind the time of peace and quiet so I pulled my head phones out and plugged them in blasting Drake.

I was leaning against the window when the bus hit a hard brake and turned violently slamming me to the ground.I let out a loud scream as I slid against one of the sides of the bus and then bumped my head into on the the seats.I got up off the strength of my anger that I must have got from my father because I had major anger issues and stomped towards the drivers seat when I saw the man get up and pulled a rag out and stood up.I froze as he got up and turned to face me but I snapped out of it and swirled around to run but it was too late he pressed the rag close against my nose and his left big fat hand against my mouth.I squirmed trying to pull away from him but everything felt like it was moving in slow motion as my eyelids got heavy and my eyes just shut.

I woke up face down laying down doggy style completely naked, I looked around but it was pitch black and I tried to move my arms but they burned rubbing against what felt like duck tape and I kicked but my thighs where wrapped with duck tape also wrapped around the bed making it impossible to move I tried to scream but there was something in my mouth that held back my crying plead.I squirmed hard rocking the bed trying to free myself as tears streamed down my face when I heard heavy footsteps coming for the left side of the room than I heard a creek of a door and the scent of booze and weed filled the air making my sob harder as I squirmed harder.

"Shut the fuck up bitch!" I heard the voice yell as a heavy hand landed on my head wrapping his hand around my hair cocking my head back as I mumbled for him to stop because I knew what would happen next he would pull his pants down and pleasure his needs while I laid there helplessly.And that was exactly what he did he put his slobbery wet lips next to my ear moving down my naked back while he spit on my vagina which was hot and slimy I tried moving my butt away and he just coked my head back harder and he stuck his long fingers forcefully into my vagina and I bite hard on whatever was in my mouth as he moved inside me moaning hard.He finally pulled his two fingers and chuckled as he put his hand on his penis moving his hand up and down slowly jerking off breathing louder and moving his hand faster now that it was wet from me.

He put each of his hand on one of my butt checks and pulled them apart sticking his big,wet,and hairy penis into my vagina moving slowly at first but than faster and I laid there motionlessly in pain that I couldn't describe.I just closed my eyes as he enjoyed his filthy needs as I cried feeling so worthless and helpless.