"A love doesn't define any gender or an age. Love is equal and unconditional; it's beautiful and lightens you in the darkness."
"When I told you that I always got your back, I'm telling the truth. No matter what circumstances life may bring, I'm always here for you. Just trust me, and I will be there for you."
A thought as I looked in the sky.
One day, I just have a dream, a dream while I'm awake. The things seem so right just fall into the falls of truth. The words that seem so beautiful to rhyme while I'm listening, turns into an agony. Agony of loneliness filled my heart. It's ripping into pieces. It seems like it will never be healed again. It feels so empty just like I have lost my entire life sleeping for a long time just like sleeping beauty, I guess. The rainbow of happiness filled with sorrow and there's no hope remains. I've been longing and wishing for so long. I'm still thinking on where I really belong?? Or did someone out there really cares for me?? Who's scared of losing me... your words wrecked out of it? I've been here for you for so long but as you throw your words at me I'd realized how useless I am to you. How could you tell me like it felt so wrong? Maybe those efforts were really USELESS! Do you know what kind of pain you pinned in here??? I'm sure you didn't. But, thanks anyway. Now I know, if I will change myself I will do it for myself and not for anyone else who didn't understand who I am in this world.
Do you know what I'm scared of??
That was losing my own self in the process of changing and trying to fit in. Losing the one's I really love and care for. You belong into that circle but as I noticed you didn't really understand how sensitive I was as a person. I'm afraid that I might lose you but here's the annoying question that came suddenly on my mind, 'how about me?' And here I am, I still care for our friendship if still really exists. And another night of full of sorrow, my tears were pouring down in my face silently crying and my heart is tearing apart. Your words keeps on running in my mind and it slowly killing me. How come this thing happened to us?? It's just a misunderstood but here we are struggling with each other. I want to talk to you and tell you what I feel. How can you be like that while I didn't do anything to make you like this? I already have the explanations but as I expected it will be long arguing and we already gone so far arguing on nonsense things. You already spoke for our friendship so how could I fight for it? I don't want to lose my best friend and I'm willing to put my ego down because I love you more than you know. You didn't know how painful my chest was when I'm reading your text. It feels like I'm in a black hole and I can't see anything but those messages of yours.
#lovewins #bestfriends
Characters:
Alexandra Marie Kim Tolentino
Rachelle Jin Santiago
Jaimee Andrei Styles
Cyrus Jane Enriquez
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So I hope you like the story. Sorry for the errors I was just a beginner and this is my first story. Thanks for reading :)
-EyMendoza
(This story was based from the chapter of my life)
