Breaking the Asylum (5 Seconds of Summer FanFic)

Chapter 1

The Beginning..

I was lying on my bed looking into his beautiful hazel/brownish eyes thinking how perfect my life was that he was my everything and i didn't want anyone else but my life but him.

But my life wasn't so perfect..

My name is Ella Smith i am 17 years old, i have long dark hair, white pale skin and rosey wine cheeks and i had a bad depression and suicidal problem. I self hamred a lot and i have a temped to kill my myself because i was bullied a lot when i was younger. I get made to go to this support group to make new friends. I also go to the doctor's once every month now as i have calmed down a lot but thats all thanks to my loving boyfriend Ashton. Ashton is taller than me he has light brown hair and tan golden skin, he usually wears black skinny jeans, long vest tops and vans.

When i was younger i use to live in an Asylum but they let me out a few years ago, i still go back for check ups and to see my psychologist. The Asylum is also where i met my best friend Kat, she has long white snow hair with cold white skin and black panda eyes, she is tall and skinny and loves the rock chick look/style, black is her favourtie colour but yea we grew up together in that Asylum.

At The Hosptial

I am sitting on the hosptial bed getting my blood's tested to see if i have been self harming looking down on my arm seeing the wires connected to the machine that lit up green showing you if i have been taking my pills, see if my blood levels are right.

Doctor - Well Ella, i can see you have only self harmed once this month, would you care to explain?

I replied - I was really upset it was like something took over my body i just wanted to cry but aleast it was only once and i did try to stop myself.

Doctor - atleast your not as bad as a few months ago, well thats us done hear i shall see you next week for a bilpolar scan, we just want to make sure you have a healthly life.

Mum - well thats all fine come on Ella time to drop you off at you're support group, thanks again doctor

Walking Out To The Car

I got into the car sat in the passager seat which is usally my seat with my mum being single parent, shes had to be dealing with me and at time she trys her hardest to make me happy and i do feel bad for her because well she is my mum and i would never change her, she is beautiful dark long hair, tall skinny she pretty much looks like me an older version but i guess that's where i get my looks from i sat next to my mother in the car and put my seat belt on.

Whlie we were driving away from the Hosptial to go to the Asylum I said to her - can i see Ashton instead of going to the support group please.

she replied - No! Ella not today please can you just make some new friends i just wanna see you happy and healthy again.

I sat with a sad/grumpy face but i know she just wants, whats best for me so i smiled at her as i was about to get out the car for my support group and she said i shall pick you up here in an hour, love you.

I got out the car and walked up the stairs into the Asylum the support group meetings were on the botton floor as upstairs is where all the patients are kept the Asylum is really old looking and it has 4 floors, I sign in at the reception to let the Asylum know im here so they keep a record whos checked in today.

In the Asylum

I was walking down the hall and about to turn right as I bump into this tall boy with blonde hair styled into a quiff with piercing blue eyes and and black lip ring in his lower lip i was speechless when i looked into his eyes he grabbed my shoulders and said sorry and smiled i just smiled back and walked into the same room as him we sat down and the group began.

Dr. Walker was the man in charge of the support group he got everyone up and they would introduce themself's. whlie Chloe was speaking i coat the boy who i bumped into looking at me and smiling everything went slince and we conncted for a minute until i heard Doctor Walker calling my name

Dr. Walker - Ella, Ella.. are you there

I replied - yeah, sorry aha my name is Ella Smith, i am 17 years old and i have had depression for 11 years now lucky it has calmed down in the past two years, but accept that everything is good.

Dr. Walker - well thats good to here Ella, who's next?.. How about you, you look very knew, i believe your name is luke.

Luke - Hi my name is Luke Hemmings i am 17 years old and i have had depression for 11 years but i started to recover as well after losing my mum in a car carsh last year, im still on edge but i should be fine.

Dr. Walker - sorry to hear about that Luke but im sure this support group shall help you out we are al here now next week we shall talk about planning a trip hmm.

Support group was over and i was confused why Luke was looking at me when he said everything should be fine? i asked my self that question that question whlie walking out the Asylum.

In The Car Park

I was about to cross the road to the car park i heard my name getting called i turned around and saw Luke running to catch up with me and i said to him - What's up?

Luke - um you wanna hang out sometime?

I replyied - i don't know

Luke - please, Ella i need to see you more i feel we have something

I replied - Luke.. your so sweet and i would love to but i have a boyfriend

Luke - aw sorry im just really drawn to you, you're so beautiful and im not giving up on you.

I looked at him and smiled, Luke picked me up and whispered we will be togther and kissed my cheek whlie putting me back on the ground. my mum just pulled up as Luke was walking to his car i got in my car with a massive smile, my mum said - what's with the big smile?

I replied - nothing just made a new friend and hes amazing

Mum- remember you have a boyfriend

I replied - he is perfect bright blue eyes, nice smile ah Luke

Mum - what about Ashton?

I replied - I know mum don't worry we are just friends... i think?