Random Crap

#19

It wasn't that there is no one new. It's not that there are no available new crush.

It's just that.

You've been friends with the whole class but me. You laughed, smiled, talked, shared jokes with all but me. You ignored me. Make me feels like I don't exist. You being a jerk just to me.

Yet when you already knew it was just only me, you still looked at me. You freaking steal a glance on me. You still talked about me with your friends.

Tell me, what is it that you want? Why are you doing this to me? Who do you think you are ?

Is it so wrong that I liked you? Is it that wrong for me to be happy to get to look at you?

When finally I get to look at you everyday, why do you have to make me feel so down on the ground? You're making me sad and I don't want that.

It's hard seeing someone everyday who brings your mood down yet makes you happy.

All this question, somehow I hoped it get to you. 'Cause I simply wants this to be clear.

To make it stop or to keep fighting.