chapter 1

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"Rub harder Soda your gonna put me to sleep." Man when Darry said that it turned me on. Pony came in and went to read in his room. I went to bed a little early but pony did too. I just could not stop thinking about what Darry said. It was repeating over and over in my head. I couldn't go to bed so i went in Darry's room and slept in there.
     When Darry woke up and saw me. He laid next to me and stared at me and waited for Me to say something.
     "I couldn't sleep, so I came in here I'm sorry."  He stared at me still and didn't say a word. I looked over at him and we locked eyes. His eyes were shining and I couldn't look away. If only I could tell him how I feel.
       "You have really pretty eyes." He said after 20 minutes of silence.
      "Thanks?"
      "I have to tell you something and I have been meaning to tell you for a while."
     I had no clue what he was gonna say so I just nodded and I looked away. I was blushing and scared.
      "You may be my brother but I love you, like love love you. I know its weird but I had to tell you."
      I turned and looked at him again he was serious and I could tell.
    I tried to talk but all I got out was "I... I...."
    "I know you don't feel the same...."
    I cut him off "I love you too. I hated hiding that from you. I don't know what it is but you are perfect and I dream about you alot." He lit up like fireworks went off in his head. He climbed on top of me and hugged me. I was really shocked but I hugged him back.
      We heared a knock on the door and he jumped off of me and sat on his bed. I pretended to be asleep. Pony came in and asked if he could go back to the movies. Darry sent Dallas with him so he didn't get hurt again.
       When pony left with Dallas me and Darry cuddled up in his bed until he had to go to work. He left and Pony came home with Dallas and they were laughing about something.
      "What's so funny Dallas?" I asked them
      "This lady at the movies fell and dropped her food and drink all over her then, she got attacked by birds. It was great."
       Pony asked "Where did Darry go? Work?"
      "Yep" I replied
      When Darry got home he asked me if I had a minute to talk to him. I had two-bit watch Pony. I went in his room and he threw me on the bed and kissed me. I kissed back. I had no clue he was such a good kisser. I wonder what else that mouth could do. We were in there for 20 minutes. After we came out we made an excuse to "hang out" more.
     The next day I woke up to Sandy screaming outside. I went outside and got her to calm. She said that she thought I was cheating on her. I calmed her down and told her I only love her (lies). Darry came outside and took her back home. He came home and I got scared.
     "Soda?" He asked
     "Yes"
     "Why was she here?"
     "She thought I was cheating on her."
     He just laughed as hard as he could and  after he left while still laughing.

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