Gamer

7

Taehyung pov
Its been a week since that night, and everything seemed fine. Kookie was happy and joyful, but for some reason, I realised his happiness tones down a bit when I'm there. I thought maybe he didn't like me, or that maybe I was just overthinking. It was a Saturday today so we could do what we wanted. Everyone was doing things around the academy, while jungkook and I were just walking around talking. As I was curious, I wanted to know why he was a little sadder with me.
"Do you hate me?" I asked, hoping for a no as his answer.
"Why do you ask? Of course not." He stopped walking and looked at me, with his cute bunny smile.
"I mean, I've noticed that, well, y-you seem happier when I'm not there. When I'm there your smile is more like a sad smile, and stuff." I looked down at my feet, nervous, as usual.
"Why would I hate you, if I did I wouldn't be here right now." He lifted my chin with a finger, chuckling.
"I don't hate you."
"Of course, but," I sighed.
"I mean, I know you more than everyone else, but I still don't know why, or who you miss. I don't even understand why I make you seem sad. You didn't deny it."
"I, I can't tell you that."
"I don't want to be forcing you, but why? Why can't you tell me?"
"You won't understand." He looked down.
"I will, if I don't, I'll try, that's why I'm here."
"J-just go away. I don't need you." He said, walking a step or two, then pausing for a second, he looked down and began walking again.
I felt tears streaming down my cheeks.
"W-why! I don't know! You aren't telling me, how am I supposed to understand!" I shouted after him, watching him walk away, no hesitation in his steps. Almost immediately I heard footsteps behind my back, running towards me, and I didn't bother looking to see who it was, I focused on the hallway jungkook had disappeared in.
"Tae, what happened?" Jimin asked, concerned, with his hand on my arm.
"Nothing, forget it." I said angrily as I shrugged his hand off and walked away to our room.

When I got there, Jungkook wasn't there, and I felt a pit in stomach. He would always be there, if I was late or with him. I went to my bed and laid Down, staring and the ceiling. Thoughts flooded through my mind, it was mixed emotions. I told myself I didn't need him either, but that wasn't true. I told myself that he didn't mean it, but I didn't know. I told myself to forget I ever knew him, but I couldn't. I heard everyone else walking in so I turned to my side and pretended to be sleeping. I could hear Hoseok ask,
"What happened between kookie and tae? They were so close, jungkook isn't even looking at him now and tae is asleep. On the weekend. He's usually with kookie."
"I'm not sure, I heard tae shouting after him before." Jimin explained.
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It was around 2am at night, and I couldn't sleep. I was awake, trying my best to sleep but all I could think about was kookie. He would usually be awake with me. I turned around, trying to see if he was awake without making it obvious. Surprisingly, he wasn't even there. I was worried, but didn't want to be. He didn't need me.
After a while of thinking, I decided I should do soemthing if I couldn't go to sleep. I wanted to look at the stars in the sky, they were so beuatiful from Earth. I got up from my bed quietly and put on my slippers, walking out the door and to the glass dome. I was about to walk in when I noticed jungkook, with his head in his knees. I didn't want to go to him, but I wanted to at the same time. I decided to just watch, to see him for once.

Jungkook pov
I was watching the stars, they were amazing. It's a shame half of them were already dead. I needed some time to think, and I couldn't sleep like usual, but I couldn't go to Taehyung. I thought about the fight, about how I shouldn't have said that. I do need him. I couldn't show it, I didn't want to, not just so I could lose him again. I placed my head on my knees, wondering why he existed. Why were they the same? How is it even possible? My tears made my trousers wet on the knees, but I was alone, so no one would notice. I looked back up at the stars and sighed.
"I need you, but you're supposed to be gone"
I shouted at the stars, my cheeks wet.
"Tae...you died, but you're here, just..." I said, in my normal voice, slowly looking down.
"With a different life." I whispered.

Taehyung pov
I watched him, curiously, leaning against the door frame. I didn't understand what he said but for some reason felt tears. I died? I was confused. He knew who I was, but I didn't know him. I only met him a few weeks ago, while it was as if he met me years ago. I felt guilty, I was the reason he was sad. If I never came here, he wouldn't, feel this way. I stood up straight, walking away but tripping over myself, resulting in me landing in the ground, with a loud thud that echoed around the room.

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Lmao I left it on a cliffhanger, tell me should I make jungkook and tae become like friends again or should I make it so their fight is still going on?