Brother's Best Friend

Music

Today I woke up really sad about what I saw yesterday when I went to see Jonah. I have been writing a song since we broke up but never finished it. Today I will finish it finally! After a few hours I finished!
You could be here, but you're there
You could be anywhere and these days I don't even care no more
You only be showing me love whenever you've had too much
Whatever's been filling your cup, no more
Baby, no more showing up when you're not sober
At my front door just to say you're alone tonight
Yeah, tryna fuck me and my mind up
It's a reminder you're a liar and you know I'm right
You say you can't live without me
So why aren't you dead yet?
Why you still breathing? (why, why?)
And if you say you can't live without me
Then why aren't you dead yet?
Why do you say that?
You could be here but you're not, I give whatever you want
But you just take it and run, you run (oh run, run)
And I give you so many shots but you just drinking 'em all
You never give it a thought, oh love (yeah)
Baby, no more showing up when you're not sober (sober)
At my front door just to say you're alone tonight (alone tonight)
Yeah, tryna fuck me and my mind up
It's a reminder you're a liar and you know I'm right
You say you can't live without me
So why aren't you dead yet?
Why you still breathing? (why, why?)
If you say you can't live without me
Then why aren't you dead yet?
Why do you say that?
Why, why, why, why?
Why, why, why, why?
Why, why, why, why?
Why aren't you dead yet?
Be careful what you say
Say only what you mean
Mean to me then you're nice
You're nice, you're nice
It's nice to know you now
Now that it all went down
Down on your knees you cry
You cry, you cry, yeah
You say you can't live without me
So why aren't you dead yet?
Why you still breathing? (why, why?)
And you say you can't live without me
Then why aren't you dead yet?
Why do you say that?
Why, why, why, why?
Why, why, why, why?
Why, why, why, why?
Why aren't you dead yet?
Why, why, why, why?
Why
Why aren't you dead yet?
I called my manager and told him about it. My manager is the boys manager so he said that today and tomorrow were his only free days because the boys were getting ready for tour. I got dressed and met him at the studio.

I got there and started recording as soon as I got there. After I finished we decided to film the video tomorrow. I kept singing and playing around and apparently the boys came in and heard my song.
Corbyn: That's good sis!
Daniel: Like really good!
Sammy: That's Guys I've been working on it for two weeks.
Zach: Is it about anyone?
Sammy: No
Jonah: It's good....
Sammy: Well I'm gonna go so I can get some sleep for the music video tomorrow.
And I walk out. I got back to the house and showed everyone the music. They loved it! I was so excited! The next morning I woke up and got dressed for the music video. I let my manager do what he wanted with the video. I didn't realize that would be bringing a boy in.....and that boy happened to be Jonah! I give up on life! My manager still didn't know that Jonah and I dated and broke up so it's ok. We filmed the music video and I had fun. The scene with Jonah felt right.... I think he felt it too....after the shoot he asked me out to lunch so I went with him.
Jonah: Sammy I made a mistake, I know you are with Ivan now but, I regret everything.... I regret breaking up, I regret kissing Tate. I was just trying to get over you but I realized I couldn't. I know your with Ivan but I miss you, I miss us. And I love you!
Sammy: I feel the same Jonah! I love you! Ivan never got the courage to ask me out so I'm still single.
Jonah: So you wouldn't mind if I did this!
And he kissed me! I kissed back and I heard a camera flash
Sammy: Crap! I heard a camera flash. If that photo gets out it will crush Ivan. I need to tell him about this. I'm coming over to the house later so I'll see you then! Bye!
Jonah: Bye!
I rush to the team ten house. I find Ivan and tell him everything. He said that he understands and I should be with who I love. I'm glad I never officially moved in here or I would be stuck but I went to the Clout House and told Alissa everything. She said she was happy I was back and she said that they wouldn't  party as much anymore. After that I got ready and went to the WDW House.

I got to the house and it started raining. Like always. Jonah was waiting outside for me. Ran to him and he ran at me and we met in the middle and kissed. After we went inside and cuddled and just talked on the couch for a bit until the rest of the boys got home from somewhere, they always ruin everything. They all just looked shook. We explained what happened and everyone was happy even Corbyn. We all sat downstairs and caught up on everything. We watched a few movies, Jonah and I decided to go to bed. Thank god i left some of my clothes there after I moved out or I would have nothing. Jonah fell asleep and I stayed up on my phone for awhile. I found out DramaAlert got pictures of us kissing and posted about them. I decided to clear rumors and posted this on my instagram:
SammyBesson

We are back and better than ever! Love ya 💜@JonahMarais 💜
Then I got on Jonah's phone and did the same thing:
JonahMarais

We are back and better that ever! Love ya 💜 @sammybesson 💜

Then I went to bed!
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Author's Note
Hi Guys! I know this is a long chapter but I thought you deserved it, because I haven't been posting lately! I will try to post regularly now but in a few weeks it's finals so I might not post. In summer I will post a lot tho!