When you were little you never looked on the bad side of things you always looked on the positive side. You had big dreams like exploring oceans and jungles traveling the world and discovering new things, graduating high school and going to college to become a police officer, fighter fighter, vet some even doctors! You wanted to get married and raise a family. No matter what you never saw the negative things of life until all that changed one day. As you got older into middle and high school you started seeing what society really was and all the negative sides of things. You started having trouble looking on the bright side and everyday it seemed harder and like happiness just left you, you had all these mixed emotions but happiness just wasn't one of them. As you got older you learned that's some of your big dreams were never gonna happen....sometimes you don't live long enough to fulfill one of your childhood dreams. You grow to think that nothing's ever gonna get better and That you have no meaning in life that your worthless and unwanted and you know that there are people out there who has it harder then you and you start to believe your being selfish for being upset When others Have it worst and you grow to hate yourself more the anybody. You want to scream and shout an cry it all out and let someone know. But all you can do is fake a smile and say "I'm fine".
