Forgiveness| Jung Hoseok x Reader

Chapter 1

You groan as you wake up feeling the throbbing pain in your stomach. The excruciating morning sickness has been happening for about a month. Slowly you drag yourself into the bathroom kneeling on the floor and throwing up last nights dinner into the toilet.

"Jagi? You okay?" you hear you boyfriend of 5 years ask as he kneels down beside you to pull your hair back
"Yea just-" you stop mid sentence to throw up again
"I'll stay home today and nurse my baby girl to health" he said pumping his fist into the air like a child
"No hobi. You need to go. I'll be fine"
"No Jagi-"
"No. You need to help the others today. I'm not l gonna let you stay home"
"What if you get hurt? It'll be all my fault. Let me do my job"
"Your job is helping your members with choreography"
"But- fine. I love you jagi" he reluctantly got up and out of the bathroom

After the vomiting stopped you walked out and saw Hoseok digging through the closet
"What a-"
"AH HAH!" he exclaimed looking towards you smiling
"What?"
"I found this" he answered holding up a black hoodie
"This is my favorite hoodie" he brought over to your bed
"So you will wear this hoodie all day" he sprayed bit of his cologne on it
"Aww. M-my my hearteu" you said clutching your heart
"Hey that's my quote" he said chucking
"Yes yes it is"

He walked over to you and handed you the hoodie then turned around. You got the message so you took your shirt, which is actually his, off and replaced it with the oversized black hoodie. After pulling your hair out you back hugged hoseok earning a chuckle. You kissed goodbye and exchanged 'I Love You's.

You watched as he walked out of your shared apartment with a sad face. Sighing you went to the couch. 'Maybe i should search up my symptoms?' you thought 'yeah that's a good idea. . . good job (y/n)"

"Lets see. Morning sickness" you said out loud even though no one can hear you
"There we go. Um lets see" you clicked the 'causes' tab
"The flu? Nah. Stomach bug? Um don't think so. Food poisoning? Nope. Pregnancy? N- wait now that i think about it i haven't gotten my period in like 2 months. Oh no. no. no" You check the other symptoms of pregnancy
"Mood swings? Yea. Fatigue? I have been feeling pretty exhausted lately." you read the other symptoms in fear.

You run into your bedroom to pull on some shorts. After you grab your keys, phone, and wallet and make your way to the store across the street.

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"Why are there so many?" you ask yourself looking through the shelf of pregnancy tests
"Pregnancy tests huh?" you looked to your right to see a woman maybe a few years older than you holding a baby
"Um yea. I don't really know which one to buy."
"Here. this is the one i used" she said pointing to a First Response Pregnancy box
"Thank you"
"You know you look a little young. Im guessing this was unexpected"
"Um yea"
"Well good luck. I hope you have a better boyfriend"
"What do you mean?"
"Well my boyfriend left me after i told him about her" she said pointing to the sleeping baby in her arms
"Im so sorry"
"Nah its fine he was a real jackass anyway" she giggled a bit making you smile
"But really it was really hard dealing with it myself i don't want anyone else to go through that"
"Thank you. . . . "
"Jisoo" she said smiling
"(y/n)"

She walked away and you look at the pregnancy box 'would Hoseok leave me?' you brushed off the question and made your way to the cash register grabbing some banana milk on your way. After paying the cashier told you 'good luck' you just smiled lightly in response.

You walked along the street back to your apartment. 'What is he breaks up with me? Would he want abortion? How would he handle it? If im even pregnant? Which i might be.' questions like that flowed through your head. After unlocking the door and opening the box you make your way to the bathroom.

After following the directions you waited on the counter. You decided to text your best friend, (y/f/n)

[y/n]
Can i ask you something
[y/f/n]
Omg hi stranger. And of course you can in your best friend

[y/n]
Heh yea. Um what would you do if i told you im pregnant?
[y/f/n]
DID HOSEOK GET YOU PREGNANT?!?!?!?!!??!??!?!
[y/n]
I dont know im waiting for the results
[y/f/n]
Well if you are then just remember ill always be here to
help just like you helped me when I had a baby growing
Inside of me
[y/n]
What if hoseok leaves me because of it?
We haven't talked about children before
[y/f/n]
I don't think i can answer that. I don't know enough
about hoseok to answer that question.
[y/n]
....
[y/f/n]
But hey just remember ill always be here to help you even
if you don't want me i'll be here. And if hoseok breaks your
heart imma kill him
[y/n]
Thanks (y/f/n) i love you (f/n/n)
[y/f/n]
I love you to (y/n/n)

You laugh at the texts. You look over to the pregnancy stick and realize it's done. You look down at the results.