Chapter 1
"Get in!"
I don't answer. I'm boiling, and hating the weather already I shouldn't have worn my Black Dr.Marten’s with ripped blue denim jeans, black tank top with 'AWKWARD' written across the chest, and a black studded leather jacket on, but yet again mum has failed me as she didn't tell me it was going to be this warm in this terrible, heartless, hell hole they want me to call 'home'
"I told you to get inside you've been out here for the last 20 minutes now!"
Again I don't answer, but he's right I've been sitting on my suitcase outside my ‘dad’s 'wonderful' get away home for 20 or more minutes, with my headphones in listening to music but unfortunately for me the battery will die any minute now.
"STOP IGNORING ME AND TAKE THEM HEADPHONES OUT OF YOUR EARS AND GET THE HELL INSIDE!" He explodes
his voice is already annoying me I cannot live with his man, I disliked him and refuse to like him after want he did to me and mum 10 years ago, 10 years without a call, without a letter or even a visit and mum and him have the nerve expecting me to actually live with him for the next few year.. HELL TO THE NO
"Come on Jamie please just come inside, everyone is staring at us and no one is home yet so come in and get settled" he begged
"I don't care if they're staring at US!, I don't want to go inside that hell hole that I refuse to call home for the next few year, you can go jump of a bloody cliff if you expect me to 'get settled' " I hissed
The heat is bothering me and making me even more angry than I already am. But I refuse to let him win; he isn't going to boss me around when he hasn't been there most of my life.
I didn't want to meet his new family, I had no interest in 'getting to know' them and I certainly did not want to live with them.
“I give up, if you’re not coming in then fine... you’re just going to get sun burnt if you stay out here any longer, it’s your choice"
" Whatever just leave me alone!"
He's tall, semi built figure walks back into the house not giving me a second look. If you ever meet this man (I refuse to call dad) you would think he was a nicely calm guy, he had short brown hair which seems to be disappearing, he had light brown eyes and wore square shaped glasses, Mum said he worked as a banker now which explains the smartly dressed looked.
I sat there not knowing what I was waiting for exactly, I could feel my skin becoming roast; but I won and that was all that mattered, I wasn't going to make this stay easy for him, this was only the beginning.
***
Nearly 2 hours have passed and I'm still sitting on the suitcase, my phone had died about an hour ago and I'm was bored, so bored that I could watch a chicken hatch from its egg, I was also extremely hungry I hadn't eaten for the pass 5 hours and I had no clue what time it was.
'Dad' hadn't come back out I was slightly getting frustrated about that, I think I got sun burn as well because my face feels so hot and it hurts when I move it slightly. My stubbornness had caused this all but I regret nothing!
" Mummy, Mummy look it’s a hobo outside our house" said a little squeaky voice
I looked up and a little blonde girl with wide blue eyes with a scared look on her face stared at me , behind her was a semi reddish haired lady ( obviously dyed ) holding onto what seemed like the little girls school bag, she also had blue eyes and was looked down at me concerned
" Alice you shouldn't talk about people like that, I'm sorry about that you must be Jamie?" The older lady smiled down at me and handed me a hand
I ignored it and continued to stare at them both looking completely uninterested and bored of their presents
She dropped her hand and looked hurt, just what I was aiming for
" Do you sleep English ?" The little girl named Alice asked
I rolled my eyes at the small girl and continued of stare at elsewhere
“Shouldn’t you be indoors?" Her mother finally spoke
"What's it to you? “I rudely answered hoping it would make them leave
"eerrmmm...Is Richard inside?"
" No he's gone off to space, does it look like I care where he is? Go look for yourself; I am not your bloody dog!" My tone was cold and hard, did I mention I would not treat this lady with kindness either, she was what caused my 'Dad' to leave and she needed to pay.
And yet she wasn't getting the hit I wanted her gone.
“I’m sorry I'm making you feel like a dog, I didn't mean to, y..you really aren't...sorry" she stuttered
" Come on Alice let's go and check if he's inside" she continued a finally led the girl past me
" I hope you come inside soon Jamie" she added and then headed inside leaving me once again lonely, bored and hungry.
***
" Get off me stupid pig, or I'll called the police this is child harassment !!"
" You have to come inside or you'll die outside"
" I don't care, I rather die out there than step a foot into your nasty, cum of a home"
I keep screaming and shouting and have even gained us an audience 'dad' got me over his shoulder forcing me to go inside about 30 minutes after Alice and her mum left me,
"What the Fuck are you staring at, get him off me you useless pieces of shit!" okay maybe that's not the best choice of words but could you blame me I'm furious that no one is helping, their just standing there staring like they have never seen a person being forced to do something they don't want to.
“Stop using that sort of language!" He shouted over his should
" I don't fucking care what you say!" I bravely disobeyed him
“You need to change your attitude; if you think it’s okay around here you have another thing coming!" He shouted deadly serious
" I wouldn't change for anybody especially, YOU!!"
He continued to lead me towards the house with one of my suitcases in his hand
the nosey audience still standing around looking horrified and whispering to each other
"GET LOSE YOU BUNCH OF LOSER!!" I screamed directly at them, getting myself some rather cold looks.
“What the hell is going on?" Shouted a confused looking boy emerging from the audience with a group of 3 other boys around his age and a younger boy with a girl around my age
" Tony take the other suitcase and bring it indoors" 'dad' said over his shoulder
" Don't touch my stuff, you worthless shit !"
I demanded
" Bitchy much? “
The boy replied coldly while the rest of the people he was with looked slightly entertained.
By now I was right outside the door and my screaming and shouting had not gotten me anywhere everyone didn't seemed to be paying attention to what I wanted and it pissed me off even more.
“Welcome to your new home" 'dad' said out of breath, with a smug look of victory on his face which made my blood boiled even more.
"Piss off!!" I shouted coldly
and laid on his shoulder still.
