Is It Really Worth It? (5sos)

Chapter one MICHAEL'S P.O.V

     My girlfriend and i, her name is Emily, had just arrived at Calum's house for a pool party but Emily wouldn't take off her coat. "Hey babe, let me take your coat so we can get in the pool. Yeah?" She at me quickly and kept walking. Maybe she doesn't like to swim.

      When we got in the house everyone else was in the pool. Well sort of... The other girls were sitting at the edge of the pool. They were also in hoodies, Emily sat with them staring at me. When I jumped and and swam around I noticed her looking at me and tearing up. "What is it babe?" I ask. I shouldn't have though, because as soon as I asked she ran inside. What did I do? I ran after her and saw her lying on the bathroom floor crying.

    "Babe?" She shielded herself from me. "Emily!?! What's wrong!?!?" I pick her up in my arms to notice her sleeve is pulled up. As I look down I start to cry. "B-babe why are are you doing this?" She looks at me as her eyes start to roll back and I feel blood flow onto my hand.

     I scream for help and stare and the girl of my dreams. How could she do this? The others rush in to see what happened. Immediately, the girls turned pale and hid their arms. As I cried the boys called the ambulance and helped put Emily on the stretcher. On the way the girls stayed silent and pale, not making eye contact. When we got to the hospital they rushed Emily in, and since only one could go with her I went.

     After the treated her the doctor came in and put his hand on my shoulder. "Son, I'm glad u found her when u did. If she would have laid there any longer she would have died. She lost a lot of blood but luckily we had just enough to save her. Next time she won't be so lucky." And he walked away. Just like that my baby could have died, but she didn't. I need to find out what happened. Why is she hurting herself? Am I not good enough???

     Emily had to stay over night, the boys took their girlfriends home and told me they would be back in the morning. I was fine with it, I wanted to be alone with Emily anyways. I watched her twist and turn till I fell asleep. When I woke up I caught her watching me. "Good morning babe. How do you feel?" I kiss her forehead and she sniffles. "Michael, I didn't mean for you to find me or find out this way. I'm so sorry."

     She looks at me with sorrow on her face, and I just hold her hand. "It's fine baby, I was scared. I can't lose you." She smiles and lifts her arm. I look at it and her other hand reaches over and touches the stitches, she winces in pain. "Take it was Emily. Let heal. Um.... can I ask if you do this because of me?" I look at her with tears in my eyes and she returns the look.

     "Oh babe, no you never caused this. Well not exactly you. Since you became famous, I have been getting a lot of hate and before we met I was bullied in school. I didn't know what else to do. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to upset you." I have been crying. Just as I was about to say something the doctors walked in. They took her for therapy so I was left alone. My fans did this??? I didn't think the hate was this bad.

      Something needs to be done....

Authors note...

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