two hearted boy

Chapter ~6~

A month later. Naomi and I had a good friendship between the two of us, although I still could not tell her how I felt about her.

I spent the whole night trying to find the right words, I had one of her pictures stapled on my favorite pillow, I said all the phrases I heard on TV's and songs.

I set my alarm for 06:15 I usually set it for 06:00 but I hoped the fifteen minutes would help since it was 03:08 in the morning "tomorrow is da day you coward" I said tucking myself, I fell asleep soon after.

It felt like five minutes then the alarm went off and for some reason it sounded louder than usual, I yawned half asleep and dragged myself off bed.

That three hours felt less than three seconds, I thought it would be best if I just did everything in the bathroom because I didn't trust myself that I was gonna resist my bed.

I was done in an hours time, I looked at the mirror for the last time before checking my phone. It had a red light which only lit in case of emergency.

I quickly read it, as I scrolled down the wider my eyes opened and I felt anger rising inside of me but before I could scream till my lungs burst, I felt helpless, I plopped down on bed.

When frustration came I threw my phone directly to the door as it was about to hit the door flew open. The next thing was mom's nose dripping blood like a water fall.

"Get me a tissue you fool!" I ran downstairs and yanked it from it's place, in a matter of seconds I was back and found mom in the kitchen sink.

"Here mom, I'm so sorry I didn't see you coming" my heart was pumping so hard, I even pressed it down. "what's wrong with you?".

I couldn't speak for a few seconds, "Zj you scaring me now"
Mom looked more in pain than the last two minutes, it seemed like I had to tell her what upset me so far...

We sat on the kitchen counter facing each other, she took my hand and balled her hands around mine. "So you going to tell me what bothering you son?".

"Truth is mom I received a message from Josh's b..." mom's phone rang then soon after, her sister budged, in a matter of seconds they were hugging. I felt my heart melt even though it looked like Sara was squeezing the life out of mom.

They both walked to the sitting room hand in hand, aunt Sara was leaning on mom's shoulder. I look at mom's phone "holy flip!!" time was 07:50, I knew I was already late, very late I might add.

By the time I got to school it was 08:44, traffic was a nightmare all the from my house. I hesitated to walk out of the car since the period would change in five minutes.

I decided to start in the bathroom so that I wont have to bump into teachers in the hallways, as getting comfortable the bell rang signaling the end of first period. I thought I should get to the next period before anyone so it would look like I was there thee whole time.

I sat in the last row hoping that teacher wouldn't notice me and therefore wouldn't ask me any questions, I then thought his was I, I mean I was the first one in to his class.

literature class was never this long I enjoyed it more than any class in school, Mr P was in my face his hands on his waist. "You thinking about something Zj?".

I was stunned and still, "hello, earth to Zj" said Mr P in a slow paced voice. "Uh I'm sorry Sir my mind is....I'll concentrate I promise" kids started to laugh in class with others coughing "gay!".

My anger had reach climax and couldn't hold myself anymore, I clenched my fist and went to the "cool" guy of the school but Mr P held me by the waist and pulled me back.

He dragged me out of the class by my clothes, and scolded me "what is wrong with you young man?", I was so damn furious and couldn't even talk properly everything I said was in riddles.

"Principal's office now!, what happens to you?" he finished softly, I guess its because he noticed tears streaming down my face like a waterfall in rain seasons.

He pulled me into a hug and he did the last thing I expected from a teacher, my teacher. He took me to the office afterwards the principal was not there, he stared deep in my eyes, I didn't know what to do as I was a bit frightened.

"Mr Adonis why you looking at me like that", he just took a deep breath and told me to calm down. He told me he knew about Josh and I immediately felt my jaw drop.

I thought I shouldn't let him see my fear as he might use it in his advantage, so I played tough guy, sat at the corner of the principal's desk and played my with my fingers for a while.

" You can't do anything to me". he just smirked at me, "but I already did, so its actually you who can't do anything" his eyes were scarier than a monster's belly.

As Mr Adonis was creeping towards me, miss Trisha came to the class before Mr Adonis slapped me again, "what is going on here?".