Love is a term you hear everyday, it’s used to describe such a powerful feeling… a feeling of protection… it’s this fire..this flame that in a way ignites our life.. and gives us an illusion of presence within us.
I..for long feared this… I feared that love would be so powerful and addictive that I couldn’t go back.. that I couldn’t be alive without having the people around me know my existence and care about me, but I didn’t realize the real feeling of love until now. All I knew was now a lie…all my life was a lie.
When you embrace such a community like this one you too feel that love and embrace.. you feel accepted and you feel completed.. but only now I know what completes me.
It’s this boy… I know we live in a society that blames me as a male human being to being in love with one of the same gender, but screw all those rules, screw everything that kept me away from being who I am. Yes I am gay.. I don’t expect people to understand or to accept… but I can’t accept people to judge me for who I am, but back at this boy.
Its weird for me saying this.. but the moment I found his profile I just felt this spark… it was little, yes, but enough for me to want to know more.
Finding out he was from near helped me start a conversation, just some simple chitchat but it soon became more than that… I started to get to know this guy, he shared the passion for cars, the passion for animals and the passion for music. It was just like I found the perfect guy in front of my bare eyes and I couldn’t keep myself from getting to know him. As I said in the beginning I always feared settling down.. as like if I were defeated by love, but with him I couldn’t fight back. I couldn’t keep it away from him that I liked him… that I ... I loved him..
My pursuit of getting closer to him continued, we grew connected, as if we were two flowers of one single plant growing us connected forever. I can just feel these roots, these roots that keep me connected to the ground, and that make me realize this isn’t a dream or some fairy tail, this is reality. This is my life. And I have in front of me the most perfect person in the world . It was destiny, there must have been a reason for all of this, not just luck.
The time keeps passing but I don’t feel like moving with it… I just want to stay in this life… I don’t want things to change..I want him and only him… my life, my love, my dreams and all my pleasures. He is everything I wished in life, and I finally think, I am ready to settle
I am ready to change and embrace all this feelings.
I…. I am ready to love, and there is no one stopping me.
Dedicated to KavluxX, to Tom Flynn and to Salvador.. all names to describe the guy whom I dream of every day, and whom I wish to see on my arms for the rest of my life.
I love you Salvador.
So. Much.
♥️💛♥️💛♥️
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RomanceThis is just a short text I decided to write for my boyfriend's birthday. He deserves all of this and everything in life. (The art was a collaboration between My best friend and me, I hope you like it..♥️)