My mind is static on an old tv.
With a salt and pepper screen and white noise as loud as day itself.
So scrambled it makes you sick to your stomach.
Trying to find the right angle for the rabbit eared antenna.
Trying to find clarity on the screen.
But succeeding only for a little while.
Sometimes people will help me.
Holding the antenna but not watching the show and themselves.
Usually when somebody helps me the pictures its so clear you'd think my actors could reach out and touch you.
It's frustrating I understand.
It's hard making it so I can watch but your stuck holding up the antenna.
Most people get tired after just a while.
I don't blame them.
"There is wireless you know?"
They ask in final warning.
I am happy with my old school antenna I'll stick with what I got.
I know one day I will find someone else who has antenna just like me.
We will hold each other up.
Both watching the others show.
Make each other's screens clear
Neither of us giving up watching but both holding the other up.
