Mine//kaisoo [oneshot]

mine

DO KYUNGSOO'S POV

At first,I'm afraid of love. I'm afraid of the feeling that someone keeps stucking in my heart, making me wondering all night whether that person had feelings for me too. You know, that kind of pain. Pains that are caused by being rejected when you decide to give all your heart to someone doesn't need it. Pains that are caused by opening your heart so easily and casually.

Then I met Dae jung, When he looked at me it was as if every ounce of breath was taken from my lungs floating into the air like midnight smoke. Every time he kissed me it felt like the world stopped, leaving just the two of us to wander the earth together.but after one and a half year of being together, my nightmares becomes real.

"You're kidding, right?" I ask, my voice shaking as his eyes meet mine for the last time.

"No,kyungsoo, it's over." He slowly turns away, trying to hide the sadness in his eyes.he walks away. My heart breaks into little tiny pieces; tears of regret blur my vision. I quietly sobbed as he walks away.

Our memories, floating in my brain. I would laugh but he's deadly serious. Drowning myself with this Pincer Vodka in my hand on my own house. I love The burning sensation in my throat, Becoming numb every second.

Calling the first person in my contact.between my sobs, I muttered a soft "come over" when the person picked up then ended the call.he will surely come. I know he will come.

After one more bottle of vodka,I began to become tipsy. I tried standing up but I'm too drunk so I let myself fall. Instead of feeling the coldness of the floor, a hand tugged me into a warm embrace.

"What the hell are you even thinking?" His husky voice was like a music in my ear. I hugged him tightly and let my emotions overflow.

"I loved him...I love him more than anything..." he hold me tightly and listen to every word I said. We stayed like that until I calmed down.

THIRD PERSON'S POV
The tall man carried his broken-hearted friend and put him gently in his bed and sit on the edge of the bed."Kai... are you gonna leave me like he did?" He hold his hand tightly like he was afraid that if he let go, the latter will disappear on his side.

"I won't leave you,kyungsoo. Even if you push me away, even if the world is against you, I will stay on your side. Now, Rest well,buddy. I know you're tired from crying." He wrapped him in his blanket.

After a few moments, the sobbing stopped and only soft snores can be heard in the four cornered room. The tall man caressed his friend's left cheek. "Why did you waste so much tears on someone who doesn't love you as much as I do?" He muttered quietly, not wanting to be heard by his friend.

"why do you keep on looking for someone who will love you forever? I'm right here...in front of you... why can't you see?" He sighed and kissed the sleeping boy on his forehead.he looked at him one last time and stand up. He exited the room, leaving kyungsoo, who is sleeping soundly.

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Do kyungsoo's pov
The sun shines through my window, which woke me up. My head aches when I sat down. I guess it's a hangover. It freaking hurts. I looked around, only to be disappointed that no one is on my side.

Did Kai leave already? I heard a knock at the door so I quickly turn around to look who knocked and I totally regretted turning my head that quick since my head aches more. I heard a low chuckle and glared at the person.

"Hey,satansoo. I brought a bottle of water and a bowl of cereal with me. It can help you with your hangover." He put the tray down. "Breakfast in bed? How classy" I joked. He only smiled at me. "Should I feed you?" He smirked at me and I only rolled my eyes."I can feed myself,Kai."