Tokyo ghoul x reader

Ayato

I had woken up a half an hour ago. I'd been sulking in my grief. My baby...

I didn't even get to see my baby girl. What's left to live for? I lost the guy I loved. I lost my baby. I have lost everything that gave me the will to live. My mom and brother hate me. My dad left when he found out that I existed. I have no friends. I can't take it! I grab one of Juuzou's special knives that he left last time he was here. I begin to slice my arm. One by one each gash starts to bleed as I cut. One. two. Three. Four. five. Six. seven. Eight. Nine. Ten. They keep multiplying. I watch the blood drip from my wrists and the floor. Next thing I know I hear a knock on the door. So I clean up the blood and put on a black jacket. When I open the door I see Ayato.

"Oh um hey Ayato. W- what are you doing here?"

"I came to ask you to join Aogiri. But you look a little unfit to join now" he says looking at my stomach

"I would love to come I just lost her so I mean..."

"Oh okay. But you have to get stronger..." he paused for a second. "You know what ((Y/N)) come train with me"

"O-okay, let me just go change. You can sit on the couch if you want."

"Okay."

I run to my room to go get changed into an (F/C) long sleeve shirt, a black jacket, black booty shorts, and a pair of black converse. I walk back to see Ayato making a cup of coffee. I clear my throat to get his attention. He looks up at me.

"Oh, you're done. I thought that you would have taken longer so I just helped myself." He explained nonchalantly, shrugging at the end.

"It's fine, I was going to ask if you wanted me to get you a cup anyways." I shrug as well.

"Oh, by the way, you look really nice."

"Thank you." I smile.

"Ummm. I also wanted to ask you something."

"Okay, shoot."

"Well, umm... I know you go to Anthaku all the time -- because I see you there almost every day -- anyway, off topic! I was wondering if you had a boyfriend?"

"Umm... I actually don't. I'm single."

"Wait. What? How?! You're the most beautiful thing I have ever seen!" It amused me when he seemed genuinely astonished by this little fact.

"Well, I don't really get out much, only at night because there aren't that many people -- and I hate people. Hell, I wouldn't ever make any contact with them if my mom and brother weren't humans and well... if I didn't have to eat them." I scrunch my nose at how stupid that last bit sounded.

"Wow, that makes sense. Well, anyway, would you like to go out sometime to a movie maybe?" He asked awkwardly.

A/N: I'm so sorry if this doesn't sound like Ayato, but fuck it! You chose this now you have to read it (yes I know I'm a bitch)

"Yes, that sounds very nice Ayato. I would love to."

" WAIT REALLY?"

I chuckle at his excitability, "Yes, Ayato I will go out with you"

"YES!!" He shouted, throwing a fist bump at the air.

"Okay, well, are we going to train or what?" I asked, smirking.

"Oh yeah, I forgot. Let's go"

We walked over to the door and he opened it for me.

"After you my lady"

"Thank you."

"Anything for you"

I can already see how this is going to end. I'm going to get blown off again or he will get me pregnant when I fall for him and he will leave me just like Juuzou. That's what's going to happen because all guys are the exact same except for the fact that they look different. They say that they will love you and they will never hurt you than the next thing you know your pregnant with their kid and you were only there side hoe than they kill the kid or they fuck with you and then leave or god forbid you to pull a prank on them and they call you a cheating bitch. ( A/N not naming names and I'm sorry for bringing it up plz forgive me) or they will date you for six months and then lose interest and just leave you for your best friend.