I am at the airport now with all my bags. I am soon going to Britain. One last time I tried to call Shaun. I can’t tell him that I’m coming over maybe I’ll just ask how he is and everything lately I haven’t talked with him much.
“Hello Cynthia?” Shaun asked. He finally received my all then. After very long I am talking to him.
“Hey Shaun. How are you?” I said trying to know how he is as I didn’t talk to him for very long. Should I tell him that I am coming over? Maybe I should… Nah it’s a surprise. Everyone likes surprises.
“Cynthia I am fine just tell me why did you call!” He said it harshly. Come on I care about you that’s why I called you Duh…
“Fine just tell me what are you doing tomorrow? Will you be free?” I asked being bit annoyed. How can he talk to me like that? Shaun changed we were never like that and we never argued about something with each other.
“Why? Whatever I will be busy tomorrow I have few works to do of College. Bye” he said disconnecting the phone. Is he trying to ignore me or something? I shouldn’t thing like that he is my boyfriend. I never had a boyfriend before. Shaun is my first and hopefully last boyfriend. He has works well best time to sneak out in his house. Perfect that’s what I wanted.
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I got into my plane. I sat on my seat. It’s a window seat; I like window seats as I get to see the clouds. It feels different. I have to spend around 10 hours in this plane. I’ll be bored to death. Thank God I got my earphones and my phone. The only thing I can do is listening to songs. I am a fan of pop songs. I just like how it sounds. I randomly picked a song closing my eyes. I just can’t make up my mind which song to listen. So the song is Change My Mind- One Direction. From when did I start having so many one direction songs?!
The end of the night
We should say good bye
But we carry on
While everyone’s gone
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Never felt like this before
Are we friends or are we more
As I am walking towards the door
I’m not sure
That voice again… now I started to have a strange obsession towards his voice now. I really need Tracy now so she can actually tell me who it is :P I better start fangirling on him. 2 hours past I have been listening to songs and going through my laptop. I am pretty much bored so I started reading the story The Notebook by Nicolas Sparks.
“Do you believe in love?” A lady who is on her 30s asked me. What question was that? That’s pretty weird. Why is she asking me that? Hmm do I believe in love… of course I do... I have Shaun I mean a boyfriend isn’t it obvious that I believe in love.
“Yes I do. Why?” I replied with a kind tone trying to know why she asked me this question.
“No I just asked as you were reading a love story” She said. She continued “I don’t believe in love”
“Why is that?” I asked with curiosity. Why doesn’t she believe in love?
“I loved a man 6 years whom I married. He cheated on me with this girl saying he doesn’t have feelings for me and he never loved me. I tried to do whatever I can to get him back but he left me and soon I realized maybe I never loved him too. I don’t think love exists. Or at least I don’t believe in it” She shared her experience and opinion.
I felt anger boiling inside my body. How can he do that he so-called loved her 6 years and suddenly everything was gone after this one girl came to his life. We talked for very long. She was going to London to her parent’s house. She has 2 children. I talked until we both fell asleep.
I woke up as I had to go to the washroom. I washed my face and checked if my hair was alright, of course I need to look good in front of Shaun. My hair was in a messy bun later I did a side braid. I am wearing my jeans and a pink shirt. I was not into pink much but I somehow liked this shirt a lot. Well confession time Shaun gave me this how could I not like it. I went back to my seat. We are supposed to land now. I am tired of sitting for like more than 10 hours.
We landed safe. I got my luggage now I’m ready to go to Shaun’s house. Though its 8 pm but I am sure he’ll be surprised when he meets me. I just can’t wait anymore. Now all I have to do is find myself a cab. I remember the directions from the airport to his house as last time I was busy seeing the route.
Yup bingo! Got the cab in first try. After all I am good at these :P. now I just can’t wait to see his reaction when he sees me. The excitement and curiosity is killing me inside. I wished I could fly like super man… then I would fly to his house. I gave the directions to the man who was driving the cab. He looked like he was in his end of 20s. He landed me safe right in front of Shaun’s house. Seems like he didn’t sleep yet. Well that’s good news. I am right in front of his house. Finally… can’t wait I gave money to the man and kindly said thank you. I like being nice to people. It feels good to me.
“I am in front of Shaun’s house couldn’t wait any longer” I said to myself with a happy face and a smirk.
