Alexis- this story contains depression and cutting. So if you are easily TRIGGERED then skip to the next chapter. Enjoy.
Y/N POV
1 week later.It's been one week. Jack and I got to know each other over the week. Today I was going over to the boys to have a swim day.
I got up took a shower and got dressed. I put my wrap on and slipped my sandals on and a sweatshirt over my bathing suit.
Me and Logan left to the house. When we got there Jack was standing outside holding a giant teddy bear.Jacks pov
I was going to do it today. Y/n was coming over to go swimming with me and the boys. I saw the Yeti coming down the street. So I ran outside with the bear I bought y/n. She got out of the car and walked up to me...
Me- "Hi y/n. So I had a question I wanted to ask you. And I know it's really soon. And not the ideal time cause we don't know each other that well..." She cut me off as I finished rushing the last part of my sentence.
Y/n- "Jack it wouldn't matter if we knew each other for a day."
All the boys came and started singing Just to see you smile
Me- "Will you y/n be my girlfriend
Y/n- "Yes. I would love too."
She said yes. All the boys laughed and hugged us. I kissed her on the cheek and we went inside.
Y/n pov
I was so happy. Me and Jack are dating and I had butterfly's in my stomach. We all got in they pool...
Zach- "let's play chicken!!"
I hopped on Jacks back. Zach got on Corbyn, Daniel got on Jonah, and Logan just kinda filmed it. I pushed Zach off. Easy. When I got to Daniel and Jonah, Dani was strong but I dominated and pushed him off.
Y/n- "we won!!"
Jack- "yeet!"
Jack threw me off his back and I landed in the water. Everyone laughed.
I put my hands on Jacks face and smiled at him. He then realized I had my wrap off and saw my wrist. Shit!
I saw my wrap over by Daniel. It must of fell off when we were playing chicken. I didn't have time to get it so I got up and ran inside.
I ran upstairs and got dressed. When I came down stairs all the boys were dressed and sitting in the living room. So I sat next to Logan. A tear fell down my cheek. I knew I had to tell them what happened.Me- "I'm sorry"
Logan- "what happened?"
I pulled up my sleeve and revieled 6 cuts. They all saw them. A tear fell from Jack's and Logan's face.
Logan- "when did you do that?"
Me- "u-um.. These 3 are from last year. These 2 are from 2 weeks ago. A-a-and this one is from y-y-yestarday."
Multiple tears now fell from Jack's face and Logie just stared at them with hurt. Logan pulled me into a hug. When I pulled away I couldn't look at Jack. I had to explain
Y/n- "so. Um... Jonah remember that question you asked last week about why me and Logie don't look alike?" I said as tears filled my eyes.
Jonah- "yeah. I do"
Y/n- "well.. I guess now I'll tell you guys why. I've only known y'all for a week but I want to come clean."
I looked up at Logan. He looked at me like "r u sure" I nodded and looked back down. I took a deep breath and looked at all the boys. They all had worry on their faces. Jack the most..
Y/n- "ok... I had a rough life. Nothing went the way planned or my way. And I know what your thinking. Stop being so petty. Well I'm not. The world worked against me. I had no friends. Maybe 1 or 2 real ones but everyone else was just fake. My home life was well ok. I picked on my siblings and they picked on me. But I always wanted to be alone. I was used to being alone. I had anxiety and stress. I started watching u guys. Your music made me happy. I would write and read books about me being friends with y'all. Even dating you. It made me sad to think my life wasnt right. So I ran away at the age 15. I finished highschool online and headed to LA. I saved money since I was little so I had enough for a plane ticket. But I was homeless. But I remembered this guy over here. Logan. I saw him walking on the street one day and he came over and said hi. I said hey you just moved. I know this is going to weird but can I stay with you for awhile. I kinda ran away and I'm homeless. He said " Anything for the logang" He gave me a room and adopted me as a sister. We've been together ever since. I would talk to my parents and siblings to let them know I was ok. I visited for awhile. And I just got back after a month. But I still always kept a sadness with me. And.. That's it"
I was crying a lot by the time I finished the story. Jack came over and sat next to me. He gave me a hug. And whispered in my ear. "I'm never letting go" Then kissed me on the forehead. We sat there for what felt like hours but was only a few minutes. When he pulled away he looked at me and smiled. "It's going to be ok." He said. And I believed that.
We decided to go out for dinner at an arcade place. We had fun. I laughed and smiled. We let go of that bad stuff for the night. It felt good to be happy. I'm happy with Jack. I'm happy with Logan. I'm happy with the boys.Alexis- hey beans. So this is the 3rd chapter. I will upload 3 more chapters by Friday the 11th. I upload 3 episodes each week. I don't like to keep y'all waiting. So keep on touch. This isn't the end of the book there will be many more to come. Hope you enjoyed this chapter. Bye my beautiful beans!
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