Confession | min yoongi

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Chapter four

My alarm went off at 6 and after what seemed like the tenth time pressing the snooze button , I finally got up.

" urghh...here comes hell day." I groaned. I rolled off my bed and headed towards the bathroom that both my mom and I share since we couldn't afford a bigger place.

I grabbed my towel and slung it on my shoulder with my clothes and toothbrush in my hands before heading out my bedroom door. Our apartment wasn't as nice as other people's one with all their fancy furniture and high class designs but our apartment wasn't bad either. It was just pretty normal and I didn't mind that, as long as It can give me a place to stay , I'm okay with it. Mom works her butt off almost everyday if the week, so she's at home really early in the morning or really late at night. Which reminds me that I have to find a new part time job to support my mom.

I can't see her all tired and sleepless everyday day, it just hurts me too much, and eventhough she told me to focus on my studies , shes still my number one priority.

As soon I reached the bathroom someone was already in there. Mom, must be getting ready for her morning shift...... Just as I was about to slide my back down the wall, the shower had stopped and the door creaked open to reveal my mom in a towel smiling at me.

" hi mom." I smiled back before giving a hug.

"Hey baby." She returned my hug and she pulled back from the hug to look at my face.
Her dark circles were clearly visible and her face was dull, no colour to it from the lack of rest. It's funny how we live in the same house yet we both live like a badger and a bee, not able to see each other due to our different schedules.

" I brought some food yesterday before I came back home but you were already asleep so left it in the fridge. If you want to eat it just heat it up okay?" She reminded me.

I nodded.
" do you know what time you'll be back today mom? "

She thought for a moment but then she sighed. I knew what that meant.

" sorry hae jin ah but I don't think I'll be getting anymore rest throughout this whole week. My schedule is all full." She said with sadness in her eyes.

I just smiled softly to her to ease her worried heart. I understood her, I really do and I don't blame her for what is happening to us right now, I blame my dad .

She patted my shoulder and smiled before heading off to change. I stepped inside the cold bathroom and quietly closed the door before locking it.
I stripped my clothes off and entered the shower that I hoped would take my mind off everything thats happening to me.

     It's a pattern I always see you know , The happy ones at school tend to be the saddest.. but they just choose not to show it. They  keep their feelings in for so long until one day, they just explode. Their problems, their emotions , their true self  that they contain are all covered by a mask called happiness. They want to forget. They want to start a new chapter in life. But in reality.... they're just running away.... hiding.... who they truly are and believe it or not, everybody has a problem of their own that we don't even realize. Everybody does something for a reason. Even me.

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After getting out of the shower and changed into my uniform, I braided my hair and rested it on my shoulder.

" looks okay." I shrugged as I looked at myself in the mirror.

" hae jin ah ! I'll be going now! Make sure to lock the door when you head out okay?" I heard my mom shouting from the kitchen.

" okay mom ! Bye love you!" I shouted back.

A few minutes later I headed out the door and locked the apartment like I promised and walked over to the elevator to press the button.

'Ding'

My eyes shot towards the elevator door that was opening and I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw the person infront of me.

"Min yoongi?!?" I shouted but quickly covered my mouth. If somebody would've described my face then, they would have said I looked like some kind of meatball? I don't know.

Yoongi stood infront of me equally surprised as he held the hold button for the elevator.
Does he live here?
Does that mean I have to see him everyday?
Is he going to take this chance to torture me?

Oh my god.

" are you just gonna stand there covering your mouth and looking like a potato for the rest of the day? "
Yoongi's snapped me out of my weird thoughts.

"W-what?"

He rolled his eyes and sighed.
"Because if you don't want to get inside the elevator I'm more than happy to leave you." He said.

"O-ouh s-sorry bout that". I managed to say. All of this was just to sudden for me and now we're both in the elevator together. ALONE. And I swear it was so intense in there I almost stopped the elevator and jumped off the nearest floor.

" yah.." he started.

Oh my god! Is he saying something to lighten up the mood or something? Or is he going to tell a joke? Maybe a normal conversation? That wouldn't be so bad....My heart was beating so fast it almost exploded.

" w-what?" I turned to look at him.

" you're my slave today right?" His words just stabbed me through the heart. What the hell were you thinking hae jin?!?

I just rolled my eyes in annoyance.
" urgh.. " I groaned as I nodded.
" how do I know you're not gonna tell Everyone about what happened?" I raised my eyebrow at him waiting for an answer.

He turned to look at me.
" If I did tell them , Im pretty sure you would hear other people talking about it first dimwit." He said with annoyance in his voice. Did he just call me dimwit?!?

"Oh, and I want to go over some rules with you." He said as he exited the elevator, leaving me inside.

I stepped out and shot a glare towards him.
"What rules?"

He rolled his eyes again.
" about our deal, duh ?" He said and I was this close to smacking the life out of him, luckily I had my subconscious with me.

" fine. But If you have rules than I have rules as well." I said and this time , I left him behind.

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