MY LIFE

Your gonna be ok

     I walk back in side sister chillin minding there own business my sister Carly she was all ways starting arguments. I just got sick and tired of it why am I the only one taking care of everyone. I am the youngest out of all of you they never did the dishes never swept the floor. Hell the dog was shitting on the ground they were just all in there own little world worrying about themselves. I was putting boxes away sense we were still moving in wile my sisters lazy asses sat there and watched I cooked for them every night. Made my sister Carly lunch or she would have a fit but I could not control that she had a fit about everything but she hated me the most. Even thoe I would take a bullet for her in a hart beet

    So my mom came in sat down doing the same thing my sister were doing sitting and watching me do stuff. We had to heat steam everything because of the bed bugs because heat killed them I hated them so much.

              ~The next day~

      I woke up still being tired took the dog out so he would not shit on the floor. I was making breakfast for everyone it was funny they all woke up at the same time once I put the bacon on. My mom walked it "are u gonna share because that smells so good" sounding excited. She was ready to eat and so was everyone else after they ate I finally sat down and started playing on my phone. My mom went out side to have a cigarette I was not to worried even thoe I had to smack her last night because she kept on acting like a dumb ass. Walking her to bed every night was getting old at this point but then again she is my mom she my blood I gotta be there for her.

         I walk out side checking on her like usual she seemed fine after she was done with her Cigarette she lighted up another one. I walk back in with disappointment the I hear the handle of the door jiggling then finally it opens. My mom is hunched over walking like a grandma and she is mumbling saying he..he.. hellll... help!  Ma..mhm. Me! My sister looking up with confusion I said, "mom?.... mom!! Why aren't u talking right u are scaring me. I ran over to seeing as she was about to fall I grabed her she was still talking wired I could not understand what she was saying it was as if she forgotten how to speak. She grabed me I lead her to the recliner laying her down my sister freaking out crying. All of them they did not know what to do I stood there staring at my mom like I was painting a picture of her in my head. Then I saw her shaking her feet were going every were? My sister still crying I said call somebody! Hurry! Carly calls my nana. Crying on the phone my nana asking what's rong but they all did not know mother did I isla she called my aunt ce ce the same thing. Jenna standing there crying pacing I kept on asking my mom if she was ok and what should I do! But all she did was shake all of a sudden she stopped shaking...

          So I looked at her shaking her asking her to wake up and I looked at her feet they were purple I grabed my phone calling the #911. She answered the call asking what is your emergency I said with shaky ness in my voice I was so scared I didn't even sound like me I sounded like a 6 year old. I said to the lady, my mom she is shaking! And she stoped and her feet are purple I said, "should I put the recliner up" she answered with no I said what should I do she kept on asking were was I at the ambulance is coming. We just moved in I did not know the address my sister grabed the phone I ran over to my mom I put my ear to my mothers chest there was no hart beat. I plugged my moms noes doing mouth to mouth with her putting air into her lungs. Spitting because I really didn't want to do that then I said fuck it I put the recliner up and I herd...