Rockstar

QUATRE

The world turned into a blur, and so did all the sounds. The taste. The smell. Everything was just gone. Riele paused trying to hold back the strange feelings rumbling inside her but she couldn't. A lone tear traced down her cheek, and just like that, the floodgates opened. So many tears burst forth like water from a dam, spilling down her face. Her chin trembled as if she was a small child. Riele breathed heavier than she ever had before. She was gasping for air that simply wasn't there.

"Riele!" Jace panicked, not knowing what to do.

Riele continued to panic and cry letting all her emotions come out of hiding.

"Riele, calm down, breathe in and out, in and out" Jace says trying to calm Riele down.

"I don't even know you, why am I here? So you can get a cheap fuck like you said at the hotel. I swear I'm so stupid" Riele pointed out as she insulted herself and began gathering her things from the young actors car.

As she started leaving the car, Jace pulled her in for a kiss and immediately Riele kissed back as they began making ou-

Alright that's not what happened.

As Jace started to kiss Riele, she slapped him leaving a temporary mark on his pale face.

"Never, do that again you perverted empty phone case. " Riele hissed in anger as she walked out of the car leaving Jace surprised and a little bit scared of Riele.

"What an asshole" Riele mumbled under her breath as she began walking away from the car at the dark hour..

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Meanwhile, in the dark blue car, a loud ring was released from Jaces' phone and for the first time since he 'ran away' he actually picked it up.

Jace? Baby! I've been so worried, I'm at the concert and your fans are getting worried , it's been long enough, come back before your mum kills someone or your fans realize you aren't performing, J-

I'm on my way, Isabela. bye

Don't you hang up Ja-

Jace hung up and began driving, he then made a right turn towards an all too familiar street

He hated that street. He hated everything on that street. Why? Just because. He hated all of the road signs, every restaurant that used to be here, every child playing games in happiness with their siblings or friends. He hated the memories that were created on Christopher Street.

Because of her. He missed her smile, he missed the way she could light everything even when the sunlight shined its brightest. The way she'd open his eyes to new possibilities that now seemed vaguely impossible without her.

He hated that street, because he used to love it as much.

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Riele on the other hand has gotten back to the hotel safely but however the thoughts that ran through her mind weren't very safe.

Before Riele could find a way to calm herself down, a beep was heard from her phone,

Without thinking Riele picked up the phone, not knowing who it was

"Riele" the voice started and before Riele could end the phone call, the young man said something that made Riele stop in mid ai r.

"I think we should break up."

"what?" Riele whispered

"I think we shou-"

"You said that you loved me, but that was all a lie, wasn't it?"

No response

"All I wanted from you was your love, but once you got me in bed a few times you threw me out like I was yesterday's trash."

"Rie-"

"You said you cared and loved me, but you didn't. A few bumps in the relationship and you break up with me over a phone call. I loved you; no... I love you and you broke me into a million shards. For the longest time, I have wanted you, for the longest time. But you left me. I let you in, I let my walls down, but I regret that now. I regret everything about us. I regret ever meeting you"

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As much as she tried to hold it in, the pain came out like an uproar from her throat in the form of a silent scream. The beads of water started falling down one after another, without a sign of stopping.

Hours went by but not a single tear stopped.

As Riele let out loud sobs, a knock was heard on the door.

Riele tried to collect herself as she stood at the door step buy she immediately broke down again as a voice followed

"hi, could you please shut the fuck up"