It was one of those days. One of the days when I woke up with the feeling that today I'd get bullied really bad. I always get bullied really bad anyways but when I wake up with that feeling, most of the times it means it's worse. And I swear that until the first time I got bullied worse, I didn't know that a "worse" was actually possible or even conceivable. Well I guess it could get worse now that I think about the fact that only one person bullied me and not a whole group of assholes. But there couldn't be any worse person to bully me though. Because the guy who bullied me is the one and only Levi Miller. Aka the boy I've had a crush on since like for ever?!! Great! Don't forget to notice the sarcasm in my voice please thank you.
So anyway today I felt that it would be worse. And I was right. As soon as I walked into school I got pushed to the floor, thrown in a corner where no one would see, and then I got kicked around for a while. Actually, until the bell rang, I got kicked. But hey! I got used to it. And the bruises and swollen bleeding lips. I got used to it too. It was part of my life. Not that it made me like worse than what I already looked like. I hat my hair, that I cut in a boyish cut a while ago because it wouldn't look good and I would always end up with knots after being kicked. And then I'm tall and thin but I look like a person who has starved during her whole childhood. And to add to that I have super long lashes but always look tired as hell with my hazel eyes and the dark circles underneath them. To conclude, I look ugly as shit. I'd say even shit looks better just so you can imagine how bad I look. No wonder I get bullied.
So I got up when the bell rang and went to my locker. I didn't bother running because I knew I'd be late. Just like every single fucking day. But again. I got used to it. I opened the locker and found a note on one of the notebooks.
It read: "See me at lunch. Behind the gym. No one is there at that time of the day.
-L.M."
It was signed by Levi but I didn't need to see it to know it was from him. I sighed and got to class.
——Time Skip——
The morning hours went by so slowly and I got bored to death just like always. At least the bullying added a bit of change to my boring life. So I walked to the gym and when I got behind it I got pulled back back my wrists and pinned to the wall. But this time the fists didn't come at me like that usually do. Instead, a soft hand lay there on my cheek, brushing it slowly and softly.
"God, what have I done..." I heard a whisper.
I opened my eyes that had closed as soon as I got pulled since I had gotten ready for the fists that didn't come. Levi was looking at my face and at my whole body with tears in his eyes. He kept looking me up and down.
"God Y/N, I don't even know what to say. And I wish I didn't have anything to say. But I did terrible, terrible things to you. And I could never apologize enough. I just thought that since I was the popular guy and you weren't a popular girl, I thought it was wrong of me to like... love you the way I do. So I took my frustration out on you. And it took me so many years to realize that I was so utterly wrong. I just am so sorry. And I know you could never forgive me. But please know that I am sincere and being completely honest with you. Because I love you and couldn't show you. Because I was to scared." Levi's head hung low and tears had fallen down his cheeks.
I didn't know what to say. I couldn't just jump into his arms and say u loved him back when he has been bullying me for so many years. But at the same time I couldn't say no to him. I loved him to. I just figured that it would take time for me to accept his apologies and forgive him completely.
"Scared of what?" I finally found the courage to say. "Why would you be scared of me? And how could you love me of all people. You have every single girl at your feet, I mean look at you! You are so gorgeous anyone would love you."
Levi looked up, a bit confused.
"Does that mean that... you too?" He asked, hopeful.
"Yes" I nodded "yes that's what it means. I love you. I always have. Always will. But you can't expect me to just say yes to being your girlfriend when you've bullied me for so long. So it'll take time. But yes, if you will wait for me and prove to me that you're telling the truth, then yes. I'd love to be your girlfriend."
I smiled a shy smile and so did he. I still don't know how I managed to remain calm while I was dying inside.
"Look, I know it ain't official or anything yet... but can I kiss you?" Levi asked after a few minutes, hopeful and uncertain, yet smiling like the goofy dork he was.
I just nodded nervously, ever so slightly as an answer.
And slowly, carefully, he leaned in, getting closer towards me every second. And then it happened. His lips met mine and fireworks exploded inside of me. I felt whole. As if Levi was the missing piece of my puzzle. Our lips moved in sync and i never wanted to go away. But we had to break apart for air. I tried catching my breath and then opened my eyes slowly. I looked at Levi who had a goofy grin plastered on his face.
"I don't think I'll be able to wait very long, sweetheart." Levi smirked.
"Neither do I. I think I might as well say yes to being your girlfriend now" I chuckled nervously.
"I agree," Levi nodded approvingly, " thank god we think alike!"
He chuckled and leaned in once more to kiss me. And I returned the kiss happily.
A/N
Hey people. Well that was pretty fast. Thanks for the request that came in pretty fast. I really like what I did. I know it's short but I still am proud. Hope you enjoyed and just send request anytime in the comments or anything. Thanks again for giving ideas.
xo Juliette
