The way he saved me

I would

Chapter 8:

It's been a month since we found out Kellie had leukemia and it haunts me because we can lose her at any moment. I have over 4K pictures and I have 39K on Instagram and Matt reposted 5 of my edits and on twitter I have 12/12, 4/6, 5/5. Also my mom is letting me go to Magcon Chicago. I'm going in 4 hours. I was so excited. I finally get to meet the boy who has been here for me, who taught me to love yourself because I'm worth it, and Don't doubt myself ever. I put on my white Matthew espinosa crop top and some blue Jean shorts. I had wore my Matt espinosa Beanie and my blue vans.

*3hours later*

Three hours had passed and my stomach had butterfly's. We are on our way now and I can feel the tears forming as we get close. When we for there I felt like everything that I've had done was never did, that everything that had happened, never happened. I feel like I'm in paradise.

*skip the intro and stuff*

It was my turn to meet Matt and I barely can get the words out, some of these was just saying all this stuff like "you're black, They will never love you." "Hey, can you go cut my garden." or even "I saw your grandma, picking cotton down at the farm." I hate racist people. When he was signing my poster, paper, and sweater, he saw that I was crying. Crying because what if They Don't love me. What if blacks and whites Don't go together.

"Hey, why are you crying?" Matt said. All I did was point are the girls.

"did They say something?" I nodded.

"Janice, what They say?" How do he know my name?

"They said, because of my skin color you guys will never love me." He just hugged me.

"Wait, how do you know my name?" I asked.

"you're Mrs. Espinosa on twitter, Instagram, and vine right?"

"Yeah, I am." I said basically confused. This whole time I had Kellie record the whole video.

"so, Mrs. Espinosa, what pose you want?" he asked.

"you proposing to me." I said.

"why do I need to propose again? We are married. Aren't we?" he said. By this time my spirit was lifted.

"yes, yes we are. I forgot. And this day is our anniversary." I said. He chuckled.

"okay come here." He pulled me close to him. He stood in back of me with his hands around my waist meeting mine on my belly. He kissed my cheeked. And that's all I wanted.

*pass all of that stuff*

We arrived home and I couldn't believe it. I went full on fangirl. Matt tweeted me saying

"it's me and @Mrs.Espinosa anniversary today so show Janice some love." With the picture of us at magcon chicago today. I had tears on my eyes. He knows my name and now we are married. I tweeted him back saying

"happy one year anniversary baby @themattespinosa. "

He retweeted and favorite it.

If I could replay that moment again, and again, and again. I would.