it's been a while, huh? the impossible happened and the running joke in every description of my books is now fulfilled. a blessed month june will be.
Anyway, i had a lull of activity bc i became more focused on instagram. wanna kinda revive my wattpad. so, ive done some Development and im gonna discuss it.
PERSONAL STUFF
continuing the awful story arc of "fancy is kinda miserable and probably mentally ill"....well, i was.
my phobia had slowly become worse and i had only mentioned it occasionally on here, but i was in a rough patch. to put a long story short, i had pretty much gotten to a point where if i was gonna have to keep being that anxious i didn't want to live anymore. yikes.
so after some crying and discussion with my mom, i took the advice of my therapist and im currently on anxiety meds. i can tell a massive improvement. at the end of the month ill be getting a full psych-eval, and i really wanna work out everything thats still lingering.
if im being entirely honest, im still dealing with self destructive urges and actions. that's not something ive said out loud before, but that's something i want to fix with myself. so yeah, im on a slow but sure journey to being ok. i can confidently say that it gets better, and eventually everything will be okay.
on a less morbid topic, i will be graduating soon from high school (two weeks, actually). ive decided i will intend a technical school, as i have done some soul searching and realized a traditional college isnt for me. i will be going for a degree in welding.
i also turned 18 :^)
ART
i have been randomly switching between mediums. lol. ive gotten into doll customizing and sewing, which is new! i want to keep yall in the know on my crafts, so watch out for that.
ive alluded to this before, but i am working on a new novel, Magia! it will be a stand alone piece focusing on a teenage girl named jacqueline's to save her world. it will be in the same vein as world eater...if that tells you anything abt the tone ☠☠☠
necromancer for hire is slowly but surely reaching its conclusion. im not entirely sure what i will do once it's over. probably take a long nap.
as a bit of new, exciting news, i want to start publishing my work as ebooks. ive spoken to my teacher, a published author, and he gave me advice on it. he suggested me a free site to publish and i think this will be my first step towards accomplishing my dream of being a 'real author.'
i want to start by rewriting...like everything. highway to hell will be first in the lineup. wanna redo it and publish it for realz.
aaand...i think that's all. dont worry, im still a fervent, passionate weaboo.
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