Forbidden Love

Chapter 2

God he's so perfect. I didn't think anyone as perfect or as attractive as him could ever fall or even talk to someone like me. I have so many flaws and imperfections. He's the reason why I'm a better me. He's my motivation to get things done that I never thought I could do. One of the greatest days of my life is February 28, 2018. We were so naive and in love. It felt so right in the moment and I will never regret it. I don't think he'll ever know how much he means to me. There are absolutely no words to describe how much I care or how I feel about him. It's stupid for me to think he's the one this early in our relationship, but I've never been so sure or felt like this before. Maybe he isn't perfect. Maybe he has his own flaws and imperfections, but he's my kind of perfect. I can still remember what made me think that he was perfect and the one for me. It was so innocent and a dumb way to realize it but I wouldn't change it at all. I was in the car and my parents' wedding song came on. I remember crying because I didn't know what it was like to be in love with someone like that because I've been so hurt in the past. I texted him saying how I was crying because I want to love and be loved by someone and be so in love like my parents. And that's when he texted back how he wanted to be driving in the car with me and our daughter in the back and our wedding song comes on and then she would start crying like how I did. At that moment, I knew. I had hid my feelings and my hopes of him being the one for awhile, but that's when I knew I should tell him how I feel. People have told me that I'm crazy and insane and stupid for thinking this about him and for even trying with him. I didn't care what they said. I want it. I wanted him. I wanted a future with him. I wanted us. Because I knew deep down that he was the one for me and I didn't want people taking that happiness he gave me away from me.