His Toy

Chapter 19

Yoongi's POV:
After we had all hugged and cried in the field, we (after several hours) found our way out of the field. The car was waiting for us, and once we all got in and were driving into town, the members tell me that half of them searched for me and the other half searched for Luca, went to bed for awhile at her place, and got back up around 5 in the morning and all came back to search for me.
"How far out in the field was I?" I ask, disbelieving.
"Oh, at least ten miles," Namjoon says from the drivers seat.
"That's not even possible," I say on shock.
"It is when your brain goes into that panic/worried/disbelief mode," he replies.
"It still is," I counter anxiously.
"Where do you think she is?" I ask panicky, my sartoori coming out.
"We don't know, but we're going into the heart of Seoul now. If it's the city Yugyeom brought her to or through, someone had to have seen her," Namjoon says.
He sounds like nothing's wrong, but you can read it on his face. He's panicking inside. Everyone is, we just all have different sides of panic, I notice. Jungkook is sibling panicked because it's his little sister, Jimin is angry panicked for his crush, Taehyung is sad panicked for his best girl friend who he wants to be his girlfriend, Jin is mom panicked, which is really more just in shock, Namjoon is dad panicking for his baby girl, and I'm all of them. For the love of my life. My stars, my moon, my oceans, my sky, my earth, my whole universe. I can't live without this girl. So when we get into Seoul, I search with all of my heart for her. I ask every person I see, put flyers that the members made all over, go into every store and ask and post flyers, and look through all the allies and garages and streets and anywhere else. The boys do the same. We can't live without her. I hope we find her before the day is over. And that's the only thing that keeps me going.

*Roughly 12 hours later*

Nothing. Fucking nothing. We searched all day, didn't eat, didn't take a break, and found nothing. We're back at Luca's house now eating dinner. It's 7:12pm. No one is really eating though. We're just moving, picking, and shuffling our food.
"I can't take this. Where is my little girl?!" Jin says angrily, slamming his fists on the table making it shake. We all stare at him in shock. He's barely said anything since yesterday. I think he snapped out of the shock.
"I don't know. We just don't know," Taehyung replies emptily, all his sadness has just overcome him.
"She has to be somewhere right?" Hoseok asks to no one in particular.
"Unless," Jungkook says, his voice breaking and his eyes swelling.
"No. That not it. That's not it!" Jimin yells, furiously standing up from the table so fast he knocks his chair backwards. It falls to the floor with a crash.
"But what if it is?! What if she's DEAD, JIMIN?!" Namjoon screams, tears clouding his eyes, his voice not sounding like his own.
"No," Jin sobs angrily, putting his head in his hands, "no."
"Okay, then let's think! Where would he take her?" Taehyung asks, taking control of the situation.
"I don't know," Jimin says frustrated.
"Me either," Jungkook sniffles.
Everyone thinks for a minute, and Hoseok pulls out his phone to check the time, and then his face lights up.
"FACEBOOK," he shouts, having an ah ha moment.
"What?" Jin asks, confused.
"She loves to post everything on Facebook, so wherever he's taking her probably meant a lot to her, so it's probably ON FACEBOOK," he elaborates, finally starting to get hopeful and happy again.
"Yeah, you're right!" Jungkook says, starting to get happy too.
"Everyone, get out your phones and start scrolling," Namjoon says.
And we do. We scroll for about fifteen minutes, exchanging ideas. None of them seem that good of a shot until Taehyung finds something.
"The Emperor's Palace," Taehyung says excitedly, "that's where Yugyeom took her on their first vacation as a couple."
"I remember, she told me about that a little after she moved here," Jimin replies. Not to Taehyung, but everyone else.
They still aren't okay on Luca together. I'm still jealous as hell how close she is with everyone. But I know she loves me. Still though.
"I think that's a good idea," Namjoon says sighing. He still doesn't have much faith in it, but we'll take anything at this point.
"It's our best shot," Jin says in the same tone as Namjoon.
"Then let's go, now," I say coldly.
And they do. We go around and pack up our things. We all already have clothes here because we spend the night so often. We each pack enough for about four days (just in case), all of us use the bathroom, then we go out to the car and pack our stuff in. Usually we'd pair up and ride two to a car, but we have an SUV that fits all of us fine, and since there is no way we're gonna sperate, we take that.
"Is that everything?" Namjoon asks, surveying the stuff.
"Yeah, that's it," Jin replies.
They're talking like it's normal, but it's just a coping mechanism. We each have something.
"Come on then, let's go," Hoseok says tiredly. He's not rushing us, but he's really wanting to go. We all get in the car, with Namjoon driving and Jin passenger, Jungkook and Hoseok middle row, with Jimin, me, and Taehyung in the very back row. This is not going to be fun.