New Celestial Keys Of Yukino? |Leo/Loke x Reader|

~*Chapter 2*~| Depressed?!

Just a heads up..There is going to be sad stuff in here and Suicidal Stuff in here..So yeah..

Your P.O.V

I was sitting in my room..Thinking.."Would someone care..If I die?" You ask yourself. "Hey sis..You okay?" I heard my Sister say.

"I'm Fine.." I faked smiled. She soon smiled back and left my room I got up and followed her.

"Hey sis..Wait..To tell you the truth..I'm Feeling down.." I frowned. She Smiled "I know your gonna be okay! Your Brave And Strong!" 

.....I went back to my room and just sang...But little did I know I was being recored..

  Just an average girl
She always wore a smile
She was cheerful and happy for a short while
Now she's older
Things are getting colder
Life's not what she thought, she wished someone had told her

She told you she was down, you let it slip by
So from then on she kept it on the inside
She told herself she was alright
But she was telling white lies
Can't you tell? Look at her dull eyes

Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night
But she knew there was no chance of feeling alright
Summer came by, all she wore was long sleeves
'Cause those cuts on her wrists were bleeding through you see

She knew she was depressed, didn't want to admit it
Didn't think she fit in, everyone seemed to miss it
She carried on like a soldier with a battle wound
Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed

She had no friends at school, all alone she sat
And if someone were to notice she would blame the cat
But those cuts on her wrist, they were no mistake
But no one cared enough to save her from this self-hate

Things were going down, never really up
And here she is now stuck in this stupid rut
She knew exactly what she had to do next
Just stand on that chair and tie the rope around her neck

She wrote a letter with her hand shaking wild
"Look at me now! Are you proud of your precious child!?"
But she knew that her parents weren't the ones to blame
It was the world that should bow down its head in shame

She stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon
Just don't think, it'll all be over soon
The chair fell down as she took her final breath
It's all over, all gone, now she's greeting death

Her Mom walks in, she falls down to the floor
And now nothing can take back what she just saw
The little girl that she raised is just hanging there
Her body's pale and her face is violently bare

She sees the note and unfolds it with care
All she does is stare, "How can this be fair!?"
She starts reading as the tears roll down her face
"I'm sorry Mom but this world is just not my place

I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in
I've come to realize this world's full of sin
There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space
I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race

It's a disgrace, I was misplaced
Born in the wrong time and in the wrong place
It's OK though, 'cause you'll see me soon
You'll know when your time has come, just look at the moon

As it shines bright throughout the night
And remember everyone's facing their own fight
But I can't deal with the pain, I'm not a fighter
You'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter

So let the world know, that I died in vain
'Cause the world around me, is the one to blame
And I know in a year, you'll forget I'm gone
'Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on

That's what they used to tell me, all those kids at school
So I'm going by the law "majority rules"
My presence on this earth is not needed any longer
And if anything, I hope this makes you stronger

You're the best friend that I ever had

Such a shame I had to make you so very sadBut just remember that you meant everything to meAnd to my heart, you're the only one that held the key

Now it's time to go, I'm running out of space to write
And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight
I'm watching over you from the clouds above
And sending down the purest and whitest dove

To watch over you, and be my helpful eye
So this is it, world, goodbye.  

I noticed that I was crying...

Your Sister's P.O.V

I feel bad..She's Depressed..How did she become depressed anyway? Huh..Good thing I recored her singing! 

I ran out the door and closed it. Since I can use Telepathy I can call all of them here! 

"HEY YOU GUYS COME TO THE PARK I WANNA SHOW YOU GUYS SOMETHING" I said as I used it.

I Put a Screen so. I placed my phone into the Protector.

"So what did you wanna show us?" Aries said when Her Kawaii Voice!! 

"This" I turned it on and it was (Y/N) singing while she was crying.

After the video Leo came up to me. "Where's (Y/N) now?" He asked. I wiggled my eyebrows "Why do you wanna know~?" I smirked. 

"Ha Ha very funny..Now where is she?" He asked again.

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Sorry! I didn't have much time and I'm very tired..So yea