I get on my knees and slam my fists on the rock in confusion. "Why!?" I yell up to those clouds. "Why am I here and why can't I remember anything ?!" Tears start to roll down my cheeks. "TELL ME WHY!" I fall back into the grass. "I just want to see Jean.." And then I feel my throat burn and my heart beating in my chest. I have to get up and keep moving forward. I think of Samuel and how I told him we'd meet again. So I wipe the tears off my face and start heading up again. I'm not acting like myself, I never yell at anyone or anything..
