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Funny how it feels
When words cut deeper than actions
When the words cut straight
Through your heart as an unsatisfaction
Funny how you feel an urge to scream
A silent scream
No-one is going to hear you
The desperate call for help
Funny how when you're deeply wounded
Your chest tightens
and Your stomach turns
Feeling like your heart is beginning to burn
Your thoughts of suicidal
Feeling that its the only way out
Fixing problems that will only be
Piled up with more sorrow, more hurt, more pain
You feel like you're going insane
Believing that is it worth living?
Apparently not
Pour out the pills in your hand, Tie a noose around your neck, or place the cold blade against your wrist.
"This is all that I got"
There's nothing to live for
Nothing that You can do to make things better
Already hurt deep to the core
Just writing a stupid suicidal letter
You never managed to do it
You always managed to get through it
Letting the darkness mold you
Making you into somebody you don't even recognize in the mirror
The time is running out
For you to go
For you to leave and never come back
Giving up is finally there
The time for me
To let it all go
To let you go
To let everything just go
That's not how I want it to be
I felt like I was just
Beginning to breathe again
After being buried alive
Only to be cemented back
I Fell in love
I was happy
Thank you
No matter what happens
I will still love you
