Break My Fall (Josh Cuthbert)

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"There's my dad, he will never let me go with you guys," Jodey and Aiv have invited me over to Jodies house for dinner but I know that dad will never agree to it but there is know harm in trying I guess. "Wish me luck!" I sqeak as I make my way towards the car.

"Hello darling, did u have a good day? Did you make friends? Were people nice?"

"Well, no, yes and no... but thats not what I want to talk about. Yes, I did make friends, they are right over there," I point to them and they wave. "Jodey asked me over for dinner and I would really like to go! Please dad, I am 18, I have to grow up," I sigh and wait for him to answer.

"Fine..." he answers me and I think I must have heard wrong!

"Your going to let me go? Thank you thank you thank you!" I shriek. "Ill text you when I get there, I love you! See you later." I run off before he can change his mind.

"So he said yes then?" Aiv asks.

"Yep! Lets get going." I smile at them and we make our way to Jodies car.

We arrive at her house and are greeted by a women at the door, I am guessig that its her mum. "Jodey, you didnt tell me we were having company," she says through her smile.

"Yea, well, you didnt tell me the Hank would be staying the night so I guess we are even," she spits at her mum and pushs past her. Ok, is it just me or does it seem that there is some bad tension between them?

Aiv and I follow her up to her bedroom which I must say is amazing! Its so girly and pink but also sufisticated, something I could never pull off. "So, this is your room." I say as I stand awkwardly in the corner.

"Yep, decorated by myself," she says as she jumps on her bed and opens the laptop.

This is awkward! I should start up a converaation, but what about? "So do you guys have any boyfriends at the moment?" Its the only thing I can think of.

"Well, have we!" Aiv looks at J and they both laugh. "Its a long story!"

"I've got time." I am curious to know all the details.

"Well I was with JJ this amazingly hot romantic guy," she begins.

"If he was so perfect why did you use the past tense?" I question.

"Thats the problem, he is in the past," with that she pulls the covers over her head.

"Come on Aiv," J says as she rolls her eyes. I giggle.

"Then Harry just had to come along and ruin everything," she pokes her head out. " Dont get me wrong, he has is gorgeous but that's it, he is not romantic or perfect but he gets my heart going, you know? So basically Harry kissed me and he knew that JJ was watching, god damn it why is he such a dick! Now I am alone..." she finishes. Well she was right when she said it was a long story!

"My story is alot less dramtic," Jade laughs. "I have a boyfriend, he is called George and he is perfect," she sighs.

"Well good for you," Aiv sobs and hides under the covers again.

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After dinner I realize I forgot to text dad so I do it now and tell him that all is good and I will be home before 10.

As we get back to J's room the laptop sounds and we all gather round to see what the facebook notification is about.

"OMG!" J sqeaks. "Josh is throwing a back to school party tonight!"

"We have to go! If we dont it will be like social suicide!" Aiv explains. "Do you remeber the last one?"

"Nope..." J laughs. So they drink... thats what I was afraid off, I cant drink because it could interfere with my medication. 

"Count me out," I sigh. God I wish I could just be a normal 18 year old for once. "My dad will never let me go!"

"Come on Annie, live a little! Imagine the look on Josh's face if you showed up!" J says excitedly as she claps her hands.

"I dont no..." Who am I kidding! I cant go, Dad would have a heart attack!

"Pleeeease," they both plead.

"Even if I did go I would have nothing to wear!" I am not going.

"You can wear something of mine!" J explains.

I cant go, im not going, "Ok I'll go..." WHAT!

"Yes! This is going to be so much fun! We are going to make you smoking hot so Josh wants you and then you can throw it in his face!" Aiv says imaginatively.

"Yea just like that movie 'John Tucker Must Die,'" J squeals.

"Ill only go for an hour ok, I have to be home by 10," I warn them.

"Deal," they both say. "Lets get started!"

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After an hour of trying on different clothes and doing make up and hair I am ready. They decided on a black lace dress, which is alot shorter than my usual dresses, red satin high heels, matching red lips, smokey eyes and curly hair. "I dont no girls, I look kinda slutty..."

"Thats the point!" Aiv exclaims.

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We arrive at the party and as I get out of the car I feel like everyone is staring at me, I hate when people stare! I shouldn't have came, I should go home. Me being stuborn I stay because I do kinda want to see the look on Josh's perfectly chiseled face...

"Ill get drinks!" J shouts over the bumming music.

"None for me," I tell her.

"You sure?" she looks at me and I just nod.

Aiv slips off to the ladies room so I am left alone. This is to crowded, I need to get out of here. I suddently find myself in the up stairs hall, this house is huge.

Shit, there is someone coming! Maybe they will be too intoxicated to notice me...

Or not... "What the hell are you doing up here?" Josh spits and I feel his eyes search my body, but he doesnt seem to care.

"Sorry, I must have got lost." I turn to walk away but I feel his hand grab my arm.

"What was that little stunt about earlier in school?" he whispers in my ear which sends chivers up my spine, but in a good way.

"I dont no what you mean," I breath.

He chuckles, "You think I believe that?"

"Maybe..." I pull from his tight grasp.

"If you ever embarrass me like that again I swear." Our lips are so close I could  just bend in and kiss him, but I stop myself. "What? I know you want my tongue in your mouth, dont deny it," he says seductively. His harsh words surprise me. He is right.

"I......I," my pulse gets faster and my palms start to sweat. He runs his finger up my bear thigh and I could come just by how he is touching me.

He pulls me close and runs his mouth up the side of my neck, sucking as he moves. A surprise graon escapes from me and I dig my nails into his muscular arms. He reachs my ear, "See you around," and just like that he leaves me standing there wanting more.

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