My struggle

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I hate my friends all they ever did was use me for whatever I had crazy that I noticed now huh? Well it took a while but I finally learned. What's trust somebody tell because I don't know the meaning. I tried to put it all together but I failed multiple times.

Chyna POV

My name is Chyna Matthews as u know I'm 15 short and skinny but that's not what them duded be telling me. I'm 15 and niggas in they 20s tryna holla at nasty right well my mom died when I was 2 my dad is in prison Doing time for killing the guy that killed my mom. So as u know I have NOBODY every body that was in my life either died or abounded me sad I know high school is pretty tough because I have no friends people like talking about the fact that I have no friends but it will never be to the point where a bitch would out hands on me I may be short but my hands work

Chyna POV

School was actually great today I saw some sexy new boy walk in to my 4 period class when I tell u he was sexy he was SEXYY like a august Alisona type sexy boy. I ain't tryna make it obvious. Now I was On my way! Home speed walking cause it's hot as hell out here in LA.

Chyna- *sings* I love to get on I love to get 2 on

*boy bumps into her*

Chyna- man wtf watch where the fuck u going

Boy- my fault my name is Chris davis wats urs beautiful

Chyna- it's ok my name is chyna Matthews

Chyna POV

Oh shit I didn't know it was Chris lawddd something about this sexy boy that makes me I was staring at him so hard he said something and I ain't even know

Chris POV

Damn this girl chyna is bad she seems innocent like he's hiding something wonder hat it is though I'm gonna get her

Chris- whats ya number shawty

Chyna- ......

Chyna POV

What did he say

Chris POV

I think she into me she was staring everywhere

Chris- chynaaa

Chyna- huh what u said

Chris- ya number

Chyna- here *gives number*

Chris- ight lil mama imma call u later

Chyna - ok *omgggg*

*later that evening

chris - hayy baby

chyna- heyy and I'm not ur baby

Chris- but ur gonna be soon

chyna-says who

chris- says me u just playing hard to get right now

Chyna POV

lmaoo he was right tho I am playing hard to get but deep down inside I did kinda like him but what I said trust no body but myself

chyna- lmaoo iight I'm going to bed Chris-aww u have to go

chyna- I'm sorry But I have to bye

Chyna POV

I lied I didn't go to bed I was actually going to visit my mothers grave se my big secret it that after my mom died I had to live with my "uncle" and when I was nine he raped me so I ran away ever since yo one person I could depend on my grandma. But after my mom died I've been cutting (just started cutting when I was 10) it helps take all the pain of being raped and my mom away

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