A Life I Want To Remember

The worst day

Brooklyn's POV:

It's been two days since magcon, but it was also the 2 year anniversary of my mothers death. I couldn't leave the room, I was so upset. Nash and Ally were the only people that knew about my mother and they came into my room to comfort me.

"Hey Brooklyn, are you feeling okay?" Nash asked very sweetly.

"No, it was my fault and I know it. I loved her so much, and she's gone because of me."

"It was not your fault Brooklyn, it was an accident. You need to know that. She loved you so much, and she is watching you right now and I know she is so proud." Ally said.

"I love you guys so much, thank you for always being there for me." I gave Ally and nash a huge hug.

"Can you guys tell the boys what happened? I trust them enough and they should know why I'm so sad and why I'm staying in the room all day." I asked.

"Of course." Ally and nash said before getting up to leave.

"Wait, can you get Taylor to come in here, I want to tell him myself."

"Yup, we love you Brooklyn." Nash responded. And that's when the left the room.

I knew this day is going to be hard.

I hear a light knock on the door and Taylor entered the room.

"Brooklyn, are you okay? Why are you crying?" Taylor said very worried.

"Umm, well I have something to tell you. Remember at the diner when I said I lived with just my dad in North Carolina? Well 2 years ago today, my mother was killed in a terrible car accident. She was picking me up from a party because I called her because i was drunk and had no one to call. She came and picked me up, but I was in big trouble. Well being the terrible teenager I am, I argued so much with her about this situation in the car. She then turned to look at me and try to calm me down, but she got distracted and a car slammed into her side of the car. She died instantly and I was fine. It was all my fault taylor, if I wasn't arguing with her and distracted her, she could've been here today. I wish it was me in that position, she deserves to be here today. And you want to know that last thing I said to her? I said I hated her, but I never meant it at all. She was the only person that actually understood me. She was there for me when I came home crying because I was bullied at school and my only friends were nash and Ally. She was my bestfriend. And the last thing I said to her was I hated her. If I would've known I would say that she means everything to me, and how much I loved her. But, it was my fault that she is dead today. It's all my fault Taylor." I started sobbing into Taylor's shoulder.

"Brooklyn, I am so sorry. And it wasn't your fault, things happen for a reason. She knows that you love her so much and never meant any of the stuff you said. She is so proud of you, I know it. Heaven gained a beautiful angel, Brooklyn. You have to remember that."

"There also one more thing. I couldn't take the pain Taylor. I would... Harm myself. I felt so much pain, I had to do it. I loved her so much, and I did that to her. I didnt know how manage myself.."

"Oh my gosh, Brooklyn. A beautiful girl like you should never do that to herself. You have to promise me to never do it again. I know it hurts, but I will always be here for you, I promise."

"I promise Taylor, thanks for being here for me. I know I can trust you with anything.

"Anytime for you babe."

Right then, our faces were inches apart and I saw him look at my lips and back to me. I couldn't take it anymore. I crashed my lips into his and he kissed me with passion. We pulled apart and I couldn't help but smile.

"Taylor, my mom would've loved you."

"I wish I could've met the mother that raised the beautiful girl I am looking at now. She must have been wonderful."

Right then, all the boys came in with stuffed animals and candy to comfort me.

"Oh my gosh guys, I love you guys so much. You have no idea how much you all mean to me. Yes, I know we have only know eachother for a couple days, but I can honestly trust every single one of you with my life. Thank you all so much." I said with tears rolling down my eyes.

"We would do anything for you Brooklyn, your like our little sister." Cam stated.

Everyone agreed and we got in a huge group hug. I am so blessed to have every single on of these boys in my life.

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