//Chapter 3//Depressed

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Taehyung's POV

The doctor came out and I ask if she was ok and he said that she is ok but need to rest. I am sorry y/n, even if I love you I have to bully you to make you hate me, I'm sorry. 
Your POV
I woke up and saw that I was in the hospital but I don't know how I got here, then the doctor came in.
Doctor: your awake...you can go when you are ready to go so...*you interrupt him*
Y/n: I'm ready
Doctor: okay
Y/n: Can I ask who brought me here?
Doctor: it was a guy that look like he is the same age as you but I don't know his name
Y/n: oh...ok thanks anyway
You went out of the hospital and went back to school

You got there and went to the studio
You wanted to sing to relieve your stress
But you didn't know that the speaker to make the whole school to hear was on the whole time

(Everyone was in the canteen)
Girl5: wow who is that her voice is beautiful
Girl3: you are right but this song
Girl9: she sounds hurt I'm sorry for her
All girls: yea same
(They had no idea that it was you)

BTS POV
Rm: who is that
Jimin: her voice is beautiful
Jungkook: who is she
Suga: this girl must have been hurt and depress a lot
Taehyung: why do you say that hyung
Jin: can't you tell
Taehyung shake his head as a no
Suga: don't you know what this song is called
It is called "Human"
This song has the meaning that is trying to tell people that she/he is a human too
She's been hurt so many times and saying that she is a human like everyone else
And she feels hurt like everyone else too
She endure it everyday but inside her heart she is entirely broken
J-hope: you really are a great producer
Suga: I am "Suga the Genius"
BTS: yes you are
They said with sarcastic
Taehyung: but who is this girl
Rm: lets go to the studio to see
They stand up and went to the studio

Y/n POV
I finish the song and I was crying and I notice that the whole school heard you sing
I then left as quickly as you can so no would know that it was you that was singing
You went out of school and you went home

Taehyung POV
We were walking to the studio and the song finished
But when we got there no one was in there
Taehyung: maybe she left before someone find out about her
Rm: yea I think so
J-hope: too bad we didn't see who it was
Jin: yup but it's okay let's skip school and go home
Suga: wait don't you guys think it's kinda weird that the nerd just disappeared
Them: why
Suga: what if it was the nerd that was singing
Jimin: no way that nerd can't sing.. can she
Rm: don't know but hyung why would you think that
Suga: doesn't it make since
That nerd is the only one that gets hurt everyday
She is depress and you can tell right away but some of you can't
JinRmJiJung: why not
Suga: well it's because some of you don't have a heart which is called heartless if you don't know
Then he walked away
Jungkook: hyung why are you so quiet is something wrong
Taehyung: no Jungkook, n-nothing is wrong
Jungkook: why do you look so worried tho
Taehyung: really Jungkook it's nothing
Jungkook:*sigh* if you say so hyung
You all walk home

Y/n POV
You came back home and you were tired
You went to your room
You went in the bathroom and take a warm bubble bath to calm you down
You came out after 15 minutes and put your pajama on
You went to bed

The next morning I woke up and did my usual morning routine and went to school but this time when I got to school I was bullied more than ever and all the people in the school all bullied me and now they made me feel even worse than before and I thought that it would never get any worse but then one day someone called me and said...

*On the phone*
Y/n: hello...who is this?
???: hello this is the hospital and we need to tell you something but don't get to sad
Y/n: ok...so what is it?
Doc: it's your mom...
Y/n: m-my Mom, what happened to her*sound worried*
Doc: *sigh*we found her in her car in the water and I'm sorry but...she died
Y/n: n-no, t-that's not t-true,*on the urge of crying*tell me its not true please*sobbing and crying*
Doc: I'm sorry*hung up*
You fell on your knee and say while crying,"why, why does all of this have to happen to me. She was the one I needed the most and now she is gone and never gonna come back*you cried all night until you fell asleep

The next day I woke up and went to school and as always I get bully but this time I didn't feel anything because the worst thing had already happened and I was too depress because I was living in a world without someone I loved and I don't have anymore happiness left inside of me. No one cares for me and my mom died, I have no one left.

When I got home I kept on thinking about bad stuff and I wasn't worth it for this world and I shouldn't live anymore and when my eyes landed on a razor, I went to it and cut both my wrist also my arm. It was bleeding a lot but I didn't really care.

The next morning I made sure to wear something long to cover my scars on my arms and wrist. I still get bully and it has been a year now.

At the end of the day I was going to go home but someone grabbed my wrist harshly and I groaned in pain, I turn around and it was...

Y/n: t-tae-Taehyung *somehow your arm started to bleed and Taehyung noticed it*
You pulled away but he grabbed it again and pull up your sleeves.
When he saw your scars, he was shocked and said...

Cliffhanger...
It will be said in the next chapter and I hope that you like my fan fictions!!!
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