The Selection {kaisoo ff}

VI

     " Hyung!! let's go you promised!" Mark whined

"shut it Mark before I make you!" Kyungsoo yelled back

"the twins are already there and we are all waiting for you," Mark groaned, Kyungsoo just sighed.

In less than a week he would no longer be a 5 and living within the district along with his family, so his brothers thought i'd be nice for them and a few close friends to get together before his departure, Kyungsoo finds it really thoughtful of his brother's to plan such a thing, especially from Mark.

"alright I'm done where are you guy's treating me too?" Kyungsoo asked

"Movies!" the brother's said with excitement

"as long as it is not a horror film," Kyungsoo chuckled

~~~

       The movie theater wasn't actually a "movie theater" instead it was a massive screen in the middle of a giant field for people to come enjoy whatever they display.

Kyungsoo's face turned sour," Doyoung! Mark! you two know I'm not good with horror films specially the conjuring!!"

"we're sorry but we didn't tell you;but, we knew how you would react telling you before leaving the house." Doyoung explained

"If we told you then you wouldn't have never stepped foot out the house!" Mark exaggerated,"We just really wanted to spend time with you before you leave to become a 2," Mark said

kyungsoo felt a sting to his heart, he may complain about his siblings being very annoying and too much to handle but he still loved them,

"alright alright," the elder sighed,"Let's watch the film, but you two are sleeping in my bedroom tonight." He said

the brother's cheered and did a group hug, "room for a few more?"

"Tae! Yuta!" Mark smiled ," we brought the blankets," Taeil said

"we brought the food," Kyungsoo smiled

"Daeryong, Soryoung! it's great seeing you two joining us," The twins returned the smile

"what kind of friends would be if we didn't see our favorite hyung, before being sent off to live in the castle!" Soryoung said ," and possibly become close to our future king, isn't that right Sehun-hyung," Daeryong teased

"y-yeah I look forward to your stay at the palace," He said with a smile,

Everyone saw a genuine smile, but Kyungsoo saw something else... fear, desperation, sadness, and only a dash of love.

Kyungsoo returned the smile..

"Thank you for your words of encouragement," Kyungsoo said

"looks like the show is starting," Mark commented

"let's get everything situated then," Doyoung agreed

~~~

The film was at its climax and Kyungsoo couldn't help but cling onto dear life on Sehun, everyone was either laying or sitting comfortably on the blankets Doyoung, Mark and their friends were more to the front huddled together in the blankets.

Behind them sat the twins too engrossed into the film to pay much attention to there surroundings, behind everyone was Sehun and Kyungsoo leaning against each other-- well more like Kyungsoo was using Sehun to shield him from the gruesome scenes

" I forgot you told me you were afraid of horror films," Sehun chuckled, Kyungsoo rolled his eyes but gave a smile

" I'm not only afraid, I despise such films," he said," I don't understand how people can enjoy such scenes."

"I am going to miss you my soo," Sehun said softly for only Kyungsoo to hear

"w-we can always write to each other, or call whenever I get the chance--"

"But it won't be the same anymore," Sehun said cutting Kyungsoo off.

"what do you mean?" Kyungsoo questioned Sehun, the other just shook his head

"Nothing important, excuse me," He got up dusting his pants and walking away

Kyungsoo looked back to his siblings and friends' they seemed really focused in the film, he quickly got up to see where Sehun wandered off too

"S-Sehun wait! what did you mean back there when you--"

"Do you honestly think everything will go back to normal after you get eliminated or something?" Sehun asked

"You and I will still be the same," Kyungsoo grabbed one of Sehun's hand and played with his slender fingers

"right?..."

Sehun gripped his lover's hand, and sighed," You'll be getting attention from the media, and strangers. It'll be more difficult for us to hide it and you know that." He said

both made eye contact and Kyungsoo couldn't read Sehun...and Sehun couldn't read Kyungsoo...

Sehun licked his lips," I just don't want to put you or myself in danger of getting caught, Kyungsoo.."

Kyungsoo grip on Sehun's hand got harder," S-Sehun are you saying-g.." Sehun looked away but nodded

"I am truly sorry my soo but i think it's best to just end whatever we had and to stop seeing each other."

Kyungsoo's heart shattered, Sehun looked back and caught the light in Kyungsoo's eyes burn out, " S-Soo I--"

"Don't you ever call me that again," Kyungsoo hissed, yanking his hand away from the other

Sehun grabbed Kyungsoo's wrist before Kyungsoo walked away," Listen Kyunsoo I--"

"How could you! After all those nights spent together, out of my family, out of my little friends'!"

Kyungsoo felt the tears coming,"Nothing hurts more than those words coming out of your mouth!" Kyungsoo yelled

Luckily they were a good distance from the field and from everyone else so no one could witness the sad heart break...

"Kyungsoo all I ever wanted was the best for you please understand where I'm coming from," Sehun pleaded, his grip tightening on Kyungsoo's wrist

"liar, how is breaking my heart into pieces and stomping on it, 'for the best for me' tell me Oh Sehun how is this the best for the both of us?!"  Kyungsoo cried, he began hitting Sehun's chest with his free hand

"Quit hitting me!" frustrated, Sehun grabbed the other hand, holding them both roughly

"sehun my wrists! L-Let go of me!" Kyungsoo felt his fingers going slightly numb, Kyungsoo leaned his head back and --

WHAM!!

Sehun instantly freed Kyungsoo and grabbed his jaw where Kyungsoo landed the headbutt

"You promised to never use your strength, you promised to never break my heart the night we kissed." Kyungsoo said

"Don't bother coming to bid me farewell, goodbye and goodnight," Kyungsoo said with no emotion, he bowed and left. Leaving the 'love of his life' behind..

erasing every memory, kiss, touch, from his mind

erasing away his sehunnie...

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