As if I were stabbed by a thousand knifes

This is a poem about what I feel. Some crazy things have happened lately and writing it down helps me feel better so here you go...
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When we met that day I said to myself "I want to be friends with you"...
Little did I know that soon you'd make me feel...
As If I Were Stabbed By A Thousand knifes...
Behind that kind smile you hid a dark and cold soul. I listened to you and I was there for you...
And in the end you repaid me with betrayal...
You told me I'm not good enough and left me... I cried myself to sleep and kept telling my self I'm not good enough.... i told myself I can't do this anymore......
But I was wrong........
And you don't know what you don't know... because I now know that I'm the better person! I was there for you while you pretended to be my friend!
It was pathetic of me...
To think you were my friend...
And even though I still dislike you....
I Forgive You...
Because everyone deserves a second chance! I may be sensitive but that's a good thing too. And so I want you to know that what you did was wrong And that.... I won't let anyone like you ever hurt me....
As If I Were Stabbed By A Thousand Knifes...
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!But you are forgiven!