muslim, not a terrorist

signs?

One day I decided to really try and get the spiritual mood happening.So I lit a candle open the window, curtains drawn.I was trying to get that very spiritual feeling it was a very cold night in Melbourne and I was sitting there thinking This is it this is the night!! I've been investigating every scientific proof and spiritual proof about the fact that the mountains r the pegs and how an embryo develops inside a women all these amazing proofs but I still needed a liitle push...so I was sitting there it was very quite I was reading quran and I stopped I said "allah this is the moment  this is the time I am going to jump in Islam all I need is just s sign.just a little sign nothing huge maybe a bolt if lightning..or some thing small like u know u created the earth come on ..so I sat there waiting for the candle to lit up 4 metres high like in the movies and I said"ok go"i looked every where but nothing happened absolutely nothing happened I was really disappointed to be honest! So I sat there and said "Allah this is ur chance I will give u another chance I know u r busy its day time there's alot of going on ..maybe this time some thing even smaller like a creak on the wall or any thing just a sign so I said "ok go"i looked every where for a sign but nothing I was again disappointed I said this was it this was my last chance with islam I am not going any further..I pulled back the quran and continued reading where I stopped and SUBHAN ALLAH the very next verse was the answer I was finding it said "for those of u who ask for signs have he not shown u enough already?look at the stars look at the sun the water this are the signs for the people of knowledge SUBHAN ALLAH I threw that over my head and pretended that I was asleep I was that scared isnt it scary when u ask for something and it is right in front of u ..I couldn't beleive how arrogant I have been towards my own specific sign when all the signs have been there with me along the fact that we have this world the fact that we have thus creation isnt this the sign of us. The next night I decided I will be a muslim.

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