Fairy Dust and Angel Lust (Book 1 )

The Queens Decree (Chapter 3)

I knock on me mums door,I hear her say enter.Come over here my child me mum says.I noticed that she had just finished her morning meal.She looks at me and says,have you eaten yet?no mum I thought I should come here first.You told me last night that we have to talk this morning about my angel.Mum says sweetheart, he is not now nor will he ever be your angel.I don't understand why you keep saying that,because it's the truth.Why can't he be mine?I told you why he couldn't be yours Twilight.I will tell you one last time.He can't be your angel because he is a fallen angel.I know you already told me that.Then what don't you understand?

You keep saying he's a fallen angel,I just don't understand what that has to do with me and him.It is forbidden for a fairy,especially a princess to fall in love with a fallen angel.I just don't understand why,I know that he's a good man mum.It is written in our laws that a fairy is forbidden to love an angel,if a fairy ever does the punishment is death or banishment.I know in my heart of hearts that you would not kill me.You're right,I could never kill my only child.However I could banish her from my court and home.You would also be banished from our lands and would be forbidden to ever associate with any of your people again including me.

I do not think that this angel of yours as you keep saying is worth losing your home and family for.I understand what you are saying mum.I just don't know what to say because for some reason I feel connected to him and I don't know why just yet.I really don't know how else to describe it.For some odd reason I feel that he and I are a part of each other.I think that we were meant to be or that we were brought together for a reason I just don't know what that reason is.I don't want you with him Twilight because I know that I will lose you forever if this thing between you persists.You will have to leave me and your home,and I don't think that my heart could stand losing you.After your father was killed by King Bergaron,you and my Kingdom were my only priorities.

You were about 1years old at the time of your fathers death so you wouldn't remember him.That was a rough period in my life,but I knew that I had to go on for you and our people.I am there queen and my duties as queen are first to you and then my people.When ruling a kingdom you have priorities that must be met first and foremost.You cannot lead people if you let your heart guide you because that can become a weakness which the enemy will feed upon and pounce on given the opportunity.Please my daughter think about the choices you make regarding your angel as you so eloquently put it.I do not want to lose you,you are all I have left of your father.Please do me one favor and think this all through before you make your final decision.Ok,mum I will think about everything that we talked about today.

My mother walked regally out her chamber doors,but she looked as if the weight of the world were upon her shoulders because of me.I never realized how beautiful me mum was until today.She was no taller than 4ft.5 inches tall,her eyes were large and silver with blue specks in them.She had long white and blue hair to her knees ,her skin tone was as white as snow.Her clothing made of the finest gossamer and lace,with a long ornate matching royal robe of blue and silver.Me mum was the most beautiful of all us fairies by far.I just don't know what I am going to do.I know that I am falling in love with my angel,but I love me mum and don't want to leave or disappoint her.I heard most fae queens are cold and cruel even to there own family,me mum loves her people as much as she loves me.

I am feeling so conflicted right now,what do I do,how do I make the right decision is there even a right decision because I just don't know?If I choose Zacharia over me mum and our people,her only alternative is to banish me forever.Would I be able to handle never seeing that beautiful woman again and the way she would always hold me when I was upset about something.I don't know what to do or where to turn.I guess the only thing that I can do is talk to Zacharia,maybe then I can make a decision.I will go and eat my morning meal first and talk to Zach next.I truly hope this can be resolved first,because I hate to see me mum so upset about all of this.Before I talk to Zach I think I better talk to our healer first and then Zach.That's what I will do.

Well chapter three is completed and I hope you like it.The lust part is coming up in the next couple of chapters,I promise you will not be disappointed.Thank you for your support.I appreciate your votes and comments.Thank You