No Feelings

Shot 7- His pain

Shot 7

Swara is waiting for Sanskaar and it's already 12am. Now she is worried somewhere. "Is he ok?" Then few reflection of yesterday's incident comes in her her mind. Perhaps he went to beat that man or might be he is in danger. He is not picking her calls and making her more and more panic.

Suddenly Sanskaar comes and passes before her without saying. "Sanskaar..." She calls him but he doesn't react. He never ignored her. She knows what's her place in his life. "What happened to him? No one ignores their love😔." She goes after him.

When she enters inside his room. He is surrounded with darkness. "Sanskaar..." She calls him. She searches for switch but before she turns on the switch she hears weeping sound near window. She follows the sound and finds him. She removes the curtain side and saw Sanskaar weeping like a boy. "Sanskaar are you ok? What happened?"

"Please... 😢😭 hug me... I need you." She sits on her knees and hugs him. He tightens his grip around her and she feels him so close to her heart... For a second she freezes.

Hiccups😆

She clams herself she finds that he busts out crying. She rubs his back.

"All fine... I'm here..." She consoles him. She courteously aks him. "Why my friend is crying? He won't share with me."

He hugs her tightly. "I know no one loves me." He sniffs. "I was so angry on her. I thought to never to talk to her. But I love my ma a lot😭."

"Ma..." She is shocked.

"I can't stay like this. This hate😭." He sobs. "No one need me... I'm unwanted. I'm not good... Bad boy."

"Hush... Don't say like this."

"I'll always live alone. It's better to die..." He cries. He reminds how his mother slapped him outside the court. How she declared he is nothing to her? "I begged to everyone but no one believed me. I'm only made for hate."

She breaks hugs and cups his face. "I don't hate you Sanskaar..." She wipes his tears.

"But you don't love me too... You will also leave me for Laksh..." His eyes clearly showing the pain; the pain of being alone, the pain of fear to live without love. "Leave me Swara..."

"No Sanskaar..."

"I don't want any pain now... If you leave after I can't..." He closes his eyes... "It's better to live alone."

Swara keeps her head on his chest. "If I said I need you Sanskaar. Will you still ask me to leave?"

"But Laksh..."

"It's not about Laksh it's about us. I want my friend with me. Will he."

He cries and wraps his around her. "I'll never leave you. I promise. Don't leave me too..."

"Promise. We will always like this." She sees herself in him. How many times she cries for Laksh. Love hurts but he is rejected from his family too. She is not doing any favor on him. Instead he wants to heal her wounds too. She feels better with him. The way he keeps before everything.

He pushed Laksh when he hurt her leg but she wasn't angry instead he makes her feel that she also have important. Laksh always taken her for granted but with him; things are completely reversed. She is his princess and princes can kill anyone who will hurt princess. She is so close to him, directly resting in his arms. This closeness she never shared with Laksh. He is not occupying Laksh's space instead he has created his own... Soon he will own her heart... Then all unwanted people will be thrown out forever.

"Sanskaar..."

"Hmm..."

"I think you should sleep on bed. It would be more comfortable for you."